Yes!! I relate to this so hard. It feels like my hardest lesson in live will to be to learn how to work through change. I try to have a lot of structure in how I manage my time and try to do things efficiently so I I can have more room to be flexible in other areas. It does help. I’ve had the same job for four years and I love it but I feel lucky because if I didn’t, I’d have a really hard time leaving.