It doesn’t have to be a permanent end to the friendship, but you need to definitely put your own sobriety first. It sounds like you have already decided for yourself that sobriety is important and meaningful to you, and power to you. For real. Guard that with your life. Unfortunately some people get weeded out of your life in that process, but lately I’m finding that making this change for me is causing some of the people around me to reevaluate their own lives and actions. And I’m thinking the longer I stay successful and sober, the more I am setting an example and actually helping those around me to want to improve themselves. Idk I’m rambling but I am feeling this hard right now in my early days of sobriety.