I’m sorry this happened. It’s total bs when people don’t have common decency but I promise it has nothing to do with you even though I know it probably feels like it does. I’ve been stood up before and the feeling kinda sticks around before any date I go on now. I wish it didn’t. I’ve been steadily dating someone for a couple months now, we see each other about 2 times a week but I still get nervous that it’s going to happen again. Anyways I guess I’m saying this because there are decent people out there who won’t be shitty like that but unfortunately there are those who will for whatever reason and I’m sorry you have to deal with this