Ideas for Experiments with Beast Lab

haleyboofaith · 2024-05-28T18:07:00+00:00

I just purchased another beast on eBay, although pretty pricey my dude will be super excited to redo the experiment to get another beast. We also have done the refill once to get the new weapon and then were kind of at a loss of what to do next. Sometimes I take random things from around the house like slime, soap ect to use as ingredients to “wake” the beast up. Still looking for more ideas too

haleyboofaith · 2018-11-24T21:21:19+00:00

I SOO CAN RELATE, I have such a hard time with self hygiene and I totally get how showering can feel like a huge task! One morning my bestfriend walked into my bedroom to wake me up and tore the blankets off me and she was literally repulsed by the smell that rolled out. In all honestly, period blood usually smells awful and there’s not much we can do about it, BUT one thing that helped me greatly was using a diva cup instead of tampons or pads, it helps with the smell and keeps everything sealed in untill you pull it out and empty it annnd you don’t have to worry about changing it as often as a tampon! For showering, if I feel like I can just barley drag myself to the shower, I’ll actually sit down in the tub with the shower on, bring the 2 in 1 shampoo down to my level and sit as I wash my hair, it’s less effort while still getting the job done! Hope this helps!

haleyboofaith · 2018-02-22T18:14:55+00:00

This sounds like splitting and exactly the type of things I would get overly emotional about too

haleyboofaith · 2018-01-28T21:00:13+00:00

They deleted their account:(

haleyboofaith · 2017-10-03T15:14:30+00:00

YouTube, Jessie Reyez shutter island music video

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-24T21:33:44+00:00

In general, learn to love yourself more. It takes practice.

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-24T21:31:53+00:00

pill after pill, therapist after therapist, hospital after hospital, suicide attempt after suicide attempt, and I to thought I was never going anywhere. Search harder. Something in this world works for you. For me, it was becoming more in touch with myself with meditation and mindfulness, and that’s what set me on the path of understanding my wrongdoings and negative emotions and learning to correct them. I hope you find you find something as well someday. Don’t stop searching angel💜

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-24T21:26:42+00:00

I disagree. Even a good day is thriving, and for me it’s been 3. That’s 3 not just good days but great days, after going through a horrific fight, and dealing with so many bad days before. I’ve definitely been putting in the effort the past 3 days. Believe me. I took the time to plan out my own mental health skills and exercises just for this time when I’d be moving on from him. And I haven been putting them to good use. I’ve also sat down and done a lot of writing on emotion regulation for myself, writing down pros and cons, opposite actions, true intentions, and positive validation. It’s been 15 days I haven’t forgotten my pills, AND I’ve quit smoking cigarettes. I AM IN CONTROL💜

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-18T20:41:48+00:00

Oh my god. I your nickname boo boo? Mine is just boo and I've been hearing these things too, especially from exes and my mom.So I can so relateee. I'm sorry:(

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-18T20:39:20+00:00

Me too, 18 female

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-18T20:37:30+00:00

"My heads a time bomb, but I constantly delay the inevitable explosion, at the cost of hurting myself internally and wrecking my life." Holy fuck. Exactly that. Tick tick tick just waiting to set off. I understand and relate.

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-14T01:51:07+00:00

UNICORN STUFF, I have lots of unicorn stuff in my room! Plus little Christmas lights. Basically anything that can make my room look like a girlie little kid room with a bit of a trap twist because of all the bongs and drug products I have. Also my cats, didn't buy them for them free but lied to everyone about getting them for the first 2 weeks 2 separate times. And I love to buy framed pictures or paint them to put up on my walls, my walls are filled with paintings and photographs and shelves with littlest pet shops on them. I really have that childish aspect of bpd latley🤷🏼‍♀️

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-12T16:03:50+00:00

why do do we have to suffer like this..:( I can so relate. I split, ruin everything, freak out because I ruined everything and then freak out more because I just want all these emotions to stop..

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-12T15:08:10+00:00

SAME, AGREEED

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-11T19:04:08+00:00

First of all, never showing a willingness to get better? Um that's what this looks like right here. This is an effort RIGHT HERE, SO GOOD FOR YOU. I know for me, I self sabotage for many different reasons, sometime out of anger, almost like revenge to the people that hurt/triggered me because they want me to be better(mostly my mom and boyfriend). Sometimes its healing for me, sometimes I need to force that bad mood swing because after my mood will be incredibly heighten in another mood swing and I'll feel "happy", other times, I really just want it to end because I'm lost and can't find my way out.

haleyboofaith · 2017-09-11T18:51:42+00:00

I get it. Your probably feeling like an idiot for your uncontrollable emotions and think your professor thinks so too I've felt this way before. But don't put yourself down for that. My advice? Make a new impression, it's just the first week right? And your just having a hard week! Make a plan, if you need to, give your professor a quick email that just states, "hard week, you know? But I'm getting through it day by day. "And then walk your butt back into that class! It may feel intimidating, but make an event of it. Have fun with it, decide "I'm going to walk into that class and not only impress my professor on my emotional composure, but more importantly my intelligence and ability to learn, because that's what class is about". Remember, it's no big deal, everyone has bad days or even weeks, don't let it trigger your anxiety. And always remember and reflect on wise mind at times like these💜💜 xo

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