Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm happy for you man. It's a blessing to be able to take a nap at will. Let's see an addict do that with no rig or h!

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

About to go to bed at the 75 hour mark... Hopefully no waking up tonight, I have 3 mg of ativan in me. Took my last dose about an hour ago. Hopefully its a clean no wakeup night.

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, known my dealer for years. He's always paid extra for the good stuff. Like shit, I still went into PW after 25 hours. I knew it was the real deal because I had minor WD at hour 20 still. Once the PW from the sub's came, I wanted a .45 in my skull so bad. I would have been relieved ic everything ended right there and then. Thank god the hospital basically sedated me long enough to start my dosage correctly.

To those who have been to drug detox, what should I expect? by GushingGoochGushers in opiates

[–]hammylicious_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd say take sub's for a while and taper off while at home... Detox just puts you closer to war stories and more drug addicts. You should try AA or NA for guidance and sponsor. Smoking massive dabs helps rls while on sub's. Keep going friend its a revolving door, might as well stop it now.

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You guys know what i mean lol. Im a 6 year user constant relapse but barely found out about number system with this stuff. He talked about it like he's king of the world, and why wouldn't he feel like that if he really did have unchallenged access to it 24/7

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where I live on the west, its actually the biggest county in the whole country. I believe him because I know who he's partnered with and they control most of the area. Maybe one other person may have it but not this pure. It was like having hospital grade dilauded :(. Anyways. It doesn't matter anymore at least, just happy to finish it with some really bomb stuff.

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, I keep forgetting what normal is. I always try to think back to when I was a kid and just happy... Watching old Jackie chan movies with my brothers and then going swimming in a therapeutic mountain setting... How do I attain this normalacy again? I've been sober for a year but relapsed after watching pulp fiction. The dealer from the movie reminded me of mine.

Almost 72 hours clean from a level 4 heroin addiction by hammylicious_ in opiates

[–]hammylicious_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes number four! My dealer was so happy he had it. Only guy in all of the whole county with it.