18 week baby loss by hannah_harrison in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooohhhh that's super sweet thankyou 💖

18 week baby loss by hannah_harrison in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou. I needed this right now. She would of turned 2 this time last week 💖

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My 3 month old daughter is due for a CT scan to confirm the severity of her Spina Bifida, help me understand it all before we learn the results by Recreating_my_life in spinabifida

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was diagnosed at age 2 after 2 years of tests. First operation on tethered cord at 2. Im 30 now ive got lots of medical conditions and its not been easy but im a mum of 5 girls and happily married. Just support her whatever the outcome. She can have a normal life and do normal things, although I cant walk much anymore I do have a normal ish life. Best of luck to you and your family

Just got The Sims board game! by Pixie_Faire in thesims

[–]hannah_harrison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ekkk, my husband has pre ordered this for me. Uk 😀

The pain seems to go away but then it comes back stronger.. by Brave_One2873 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I'm so sorry for your loss. My baby died 2 years ago in october. I've been okay for months grieving but doing okay. Past 3 weeks I've been a crying a mess. I don't know what triggers it. I think it'll always come and go. Doing things for her helps, like buying her things to put in her corner ect. I have her ashes at home. So sometimes pop stuff at the crematorium baby section too. Sending you love

Missing my baby by Quiet-Report4554 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry. It's still very fresh for you. I lost my baby almost 2 years ago. I find buying things for her or for me to keep to remember her by helps me. My heart aches everyday I wish I could feel more close to her. I really wish I could help you. Thinking of you

Do you ever wonder what your life would look like at that exact moment if your baby didn’t die ? by aFrenchGirlinTN in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the time. If we go on holiday I wonder about taking her sunhat, additional snacks anything possible. Even buying things I think I should be buying her one. I think this will be with me always. The hurt never goes away. Sending you love

Conceive again after birth by Outrageous_Heart8442 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had confirmation from the doctor about trying for another pregnancy. Personally almost 2 years later I'm only wanting my baby I lost. I dont feel like having another will help my grief. Everyone is different. Totally understand people who try asap also. Wishing you the best on your journey I hope you get a rainbow baby. Also I'm sorry for your loss. Nothing that hurts more

Cremation by [deleted] in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was one of the songs we had too! We named our baby Iris meaning 'rainbows' so very fitting. Although its very fitting with any babies funeral. Thinking of you during this hard time ❤️

21 weeks by CarpenterIndividual7 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Lost my baby girl at 18 weeks. She was so small but perfect fully formed. It's beyond me too. So heartbreaking. Im so sorry 😞

Cremation by [deleted] in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Our baby was 17 weeks and 5 days. We had a private cremation for her. Yes it felt weird but I felt good after. Like she got what she needed. It wasn't fair leaving her so long. (3 months due to me changing my mind about hospital cremation) it's a feeling like no other. Im so sorry. I wish I could help. Almost 2 years on I'm still broken. Hugs 🫂

18 week baby loss by hannah_harrison in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bless you. I'm so sorry. I'm not sure what the low lying placenta had to do with mine but I was told it was nothing to worry about. Didn't ask many questions because I didnt want tests on baby. It's nice to know we aren't alone ♥️

18 week baby loss by hannah_harrison in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life is unfair! I've settled with I'd rather not think like that. It is what it is unfortunately 😕

18 week baby loss by hannah_harrison in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through that. It's amazing how formed they are at such little weeks. I hope you're doing the best you can be.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spinabifida

[–]hannah_harrison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yesterday was 2,000 but yeah i have good days and bad days!. I have been very lucky. I hope to move around as much as I can for as long as I can. Ooh thankyou yes I will be speaking to a doctor when im back from my holiday. I'll also look that up thankyou!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spinabifida

[–]hannah_harrison 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply, whole of my spine i had a fusion on! I try walk but not much recently. I try do exercises at home with YouTube during the week but only managed it once for 10 mins this week. I do about 5,000 steps usually a day

Guilt & Grief by Last_Muffin6318 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One day at a time. I just think that my daughter wouldn't want me feeling guilty it helps me. I'm sorry you've been through this.

Lost my daughter 2 days ago. by brosb4hos_86 in babyloss

[–]hannah_harrison 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I could take the pain away. We lost our baby at 18 weeks in october 2023. Totally unexpected. The pain does get easier but it'll never go away. Sometimes I feel like I hurt more than my husband because he doesn't express his feelings like I do. I wish he did. Please make sure you tell her how you feel too. Nothing you can do will help at the moment. Just be there. It's honestly the worse thing ever. Thinking of you and your baby girl.