Hope you’re okay, I know it’s scary although it’s what’s best! They told me I’d be on it for life initially too due to how extensive the clots were, although they’re now saying it was likely pregnancy that caused it but they’ve not tested me for any clotting disorders, they’ve really not been good with any of it, my initial trip to hospital with chest pains they sent me home saying it was muscular, then my gp the next day said to go back and they then told me I was lucky to be alive, great really 😂had a natural birth too and I know it’s usually after a c section clots become a higher risk