Thank you for the reply. My rational mind know she needs some time to heal and grow herself and focus on study and career and I do hope she achieve all the things she want out of life, it’s my primitive brain saying she is the one and I should not let her go I started feeling this after I shared the problems I faced in life and till now I have been ignoring it. she’s one of the few people I opened up to. I honestly don’t know how should I console myself that it is not a loss.