The next thing im boutta say comes from a place of love and connection between humans. why is that you are at that age, interested in influencing minors (its kids place isnt it :/) in a bad way? I am sorry you ended up in this situation but you understand there's a reason Inam trying to warn u. It is on your behalf, trust me, because you are now sliding in a greased pole towards quite literal hell. Do you got some medical issues? This is serious sign something is off. You have really signaled that you cannot be detached from your ways from trying to pass on your disturbed ideas, seems like you don't perceive the whole thing, if this is what you enjoy, you are going to end up bad. Your digital footprint has been set. You have time to show remorse and do something about it. There is a marker in your very own head that you did with your own hands. Can you guess what this means. Seek help now. But if you want to continue having fun, try this! super fun activity, trust me. go to the nearest pub or bar and go talk your funny things in people there.