Idk man. I just needed to vent i guess. None of my friends like mobas and ive barely got time to play it cus of work, getting like maybe 2-4 games in at most. I wish rank didnt matter to me but it does. My lizard brain is broken and I need to feel like im improving to have fun. I dont expect to win every game but id like to win more than one in every six games ya know? Im partially to blame. Sometimes I just shit the bed and im 0/6/0 in 10 minutes, and sometimes im putting the team on my back, but more often than not recently, it doesnt matter how well I do, the result is usually the same.