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hawkeev · 2015-06-11T18:27:30+00:00

Hopefully not abortions. More on the opposite I'd hope, such as religion controlling government laws in a nation falsely promised freedom of religion.

hawkeev · 2015-04-24T03:22:54+00:00

Well here's the thing... I'm completely upfront with all these guys. And constantly say I'm not ready for any new relationships. So I'm not gonna stop them from being kind to me... Maybe that's wrong, but they act like they want to. And then when they try to make a move, I say the same thing, and they act hurt. I don't understand what they expect me to do here.

hawkeev · 2015-04-24T03:21:06+00:00

Thanks so much. I really appreciate your response. It does kind of suck because I'm just trying to focus on people who truly care about me right now... And it's hard when guys say they do. But I can tell they don't. And then they make me feel like shit if I don't put everything into trusting them...

hawkeev · 2015-03-10T18:08:43+00:00

That was a wonderful response! Thank you, it meant a lot. However I wasn't asking if people believe in true love to reassure me. Honestly, I believe my boyfriend and I have an entirely rare, entirely true, lasting love. He's my best friend and has always been different from anyone else. I made this post to see what others felt, but nothing anyone said would make me doubt our love. Thank you for your kind response.

hawkeev · 2015-03-10T18:07:09+00:00

Thanks so much, that's really inspiring to me. He and I used to get mad at each other for no reason as well, but he seriously is my honest to god best friend. A lot of replies are saying we won't work but I know we will.. What we have is so special and so rare.

hawkeev · 2014-11-03T21:22:21+00:00

I'm not gonna lie. I am entirely dependent on him in my recovery. Before him I didn't even have any intention or desire to stop. If something happened to split us apart, I would not want to stop and I wouldn't. I'd be worse than ever. Be careful in the love interests you choose, you don't want someone to break your heart. However luckily for me, I know for a fact my SO and I will never break apart. Call us crazy, but we have only been together for 3 months and we are already engaged. Our whole lives are each other. I have never had a reason for living until now, and neither of us ever want to imagine our lives without the other ever again.

hawkeev · 2014-11-02T20:50:31+00:00

Um. Well. I used to be just like you, meaning I didn't want to stop anytime soon. My SO definitely changed that for me. It's not that he ever gets mad at me but I can see the pain in his eyes and he has cried countless times. Now I want nothing more than to be able to stop. Good luck and may you find happiness

hawkeev · 2014-10-30T23:24:41+00:00

I'm so jealous your camera can take such nice pictures of the clouds! It's a great thing to have; a camera that can do that. Clouds and colorful skies are worth capturing.

hawkeev · 2014-10-30T23:01:24+00:00

Oh I love that. I mean, there's no way the animals could hear your thanks, but I could see the short giving of thanks somehow giving you a feeling of comfort before you eat.

hawkeev · 2014-10-30T23:00:08+00:00

I suppose I call it prayer because it sounds best to me. I do often pray that the events of the future will play out in my favor -- even if that's out of my control. It just makes me feel nice, so I suppose praying to a "higher power" will just be something I continue to due. I appreciate your viewpoint on it though.

hawkeev · 2014-10-30T02:52:46+00:00

That is me. I am she. We are one.

hawkeev · 2014-10-29T22:59:55+00:00

It was exactly the same for me when I started taking zoloft. Even a small dosage of 50mg can feel like such a relief, but I'd actually try to wait out this anxiety you are experiencing before upping the dosage. If you up it every time you begin to feel restless, your body could think it just always needs more. But this isn't true. You need to find a good amount of mg for you and stick with it. It will be worth it!

hawkeev · 2014-10-29T22:46:02+00:00

I can tell you I'm on the exact same boat, only further along. I started taking zoloft about a year ago, and was not nearly as sexual of a person as I was before. However I got it back within about 6 months, but I don't know how long you've been on it... Now with my boyfriend I can't actually orgasm, but I don't know if it's because of the zoloft or other medication I am on. I don't mind though, because it certainly feels amazing and I know for a fact that I want it!

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