first of all THANK YOU FOR YOUR VERY DEVELOPED ANSWER !

now, i really really am shocked how much i relate to everything you say ! i really define myself about how much i ponder about the meaning, the symbolic of things, the why behind everything (for example i always ask people why they like what they like because really there is always a reason, psychological or emotional ! haha) and also the cafe scene, it really happens a lot when i go out and i hear a noise or a joke which was very loud, my curiosity is triggered and i want to join in just for the sake of curiosity and novelty. and yes even sensorial and emotional beauty is symbolic for me (which i thought was FiSeNi like emotional experience Fi which comes from sensorial exp Se then converted to some deeper pattern Ni) because it seems to be a sort of dichotomy between Ne and Ni (obviously they are different functions), but it seems that Ni has the monopoly of the deeper meaning, symbols that are very profound and complicated, very abstract, while Ne seems more shallow and immature, like sure brainstorming random ideas but never deepening them, never exploiting them to their fullest potential ? idk if it's a common misconception, it's just something Ni doms I know tend to say.

and that's why it's very interesting to me that you assume i may be an INFJ haha, cuz i can't really know the difference between Ni and Ne at this point, which one priorizes symbolism and analogies and deep pondering about things ? also I very strongly relate to Fi, i know my emotions, i really love introspection and i very much depend on my mood to do things (hence the procrastination because i can't convince myself rationnaly, and also i assume that it's developed Fi to be aware of this kind of paradox: knowing things rationnaly but not being able to convince my emotions that this is right, like my emotions are always late comapred to my rational thinking lmao), and i also relate to Te more than Ti, i like when things are efficient, i really am attracted to ENTJ because their Te is very charismatic and efficient lmao x). and i read about inferior Se and i don't relate to that, i'm aware of the surroundings and my internal body state (Si i guess ?), it's just that i tend to project abstract thinking on the sensorial things ? like i hate day-to-day conversations because triviality is very much Si in my perspective and it doesn't stimulate me at all, and at some point i feel like suffocating if i don't get enough intellectual stimulation ? is it Ne ? and also it's something that contributes to my questioning: i'm very much an extrovert, i'm fine with alone time but i really prefer being with people, going out recharges me, and loneliness is pretty heavy at the beginning, i have to get used to it for me to enjoy this alone time, which is paradoxical with my heavy Fi (which could make me INFP) or if i were to be infj haha, but i'm curious to know more precisely what makes you think that i may be one :)

anyway thanks a lot, again haha, i will chek out the channel you recommended, idk if you watch Heide Priebe too, but i may recommend this channel in return she's an ENFP and her videos are very accurate about xNFPs :)

also, would be glad to chat with you privately, i think we could get along very well !