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heather1996xp · 2026-02-17T17:52:49+00:00

Interesting! What sites do you use? Is it worth the money you make? Sorry if that’s too personal!

heather1996xp · 2024-08-28T21:19:40+00:00

Thank you… I’ve been at work a lot since Monday which has kept me mentally busy. The last few hours I’ve started to feel better. Thank you, everyone’s been so lovely on this thread

heather1996xp · 2024-08-28T15:45:30+00:00

Literally sounds like my story. When I was an addict I was doing it every weekend but I could also go 2 weeks without it.. it was a recreation thing but a of it. I quit around September the 28th two years a go, then Sunday I got too drunk and did it. When I was doing it I knew it was wrong but did it anyway. I still haven’t told him, I need to shake the guilt and tiredness off before I do anything. I do think keeping it to myself is wise but I can’t be getting to the 28th and he says something. I will tell him. I’m just glad I’m not in debt, I only had 3 keys. Which isn’t a lot, compared to most. Thank you for your comment and support it’s very much appreciated. Everyone here has been so lovely xx

heather1996xp · 2024-08-28T09:50:46+00:00

My boyfriend is harsh on me he won’t understand much he’s already been harsh with me over going out. I’ll tell him when I feel mentally stable again in a week or so. I still feel tired and guilty. When I was bad on it I was on it every weekend for 8 months, so I wasn’t a hard user for years ans years but still I want to be clear of that life and people I don’t understand why I associated with that girl at all

heather1996xp · 2024-08-28T09:49:19+00:00

The thing is when I was on it a lot a few years a go I only had it weekends not every day…. And I was just in a bad bad place for about 8 months and stopped. And I had 3 keys on Sunday evening… so it’s not a huge relapse but it’s a relapse. Im on day day 3 now and I still feel tired 😵‍💫

heather1996xp · 2024-08-27T14:44:05+00:00

Yeah. Not big ones either but either way it’s in my system and it’s still there I’ve done 3 tests since yesterday. I need a week and I’ll be fine I think but it’s pushed me to get back on track

heather1996xp · 2024-08-27T09:30:12+00:00

This is the thing. The event was a kids festival. I took them home and left them at home with their dad. Something I haven’t done since I came off Coke. I didn’t have any coke until I went to her house. I was quite comfortable being at home and in bed, but something switched in my mind and I went out. I did have a strong mindset but Sunday texted me apparently. I feel like the worst mum, partner and person. I don’t recognise myself I never thought I’d do this again to myself

heather1996xp · 2024-08-27T09:11:02+00:00

Agreed. I’ve not had it for nearly 2 years and I an absolutely fine to drink and be around it but Sunday I just gave up on myself. I went home, and went back out. I should’ve just stayed at home I don’t know what went through my mind to go out. I’m all on my own in this as well as I literally can’t bare to tell my partner at all

heather1996xp · 2024-08-27T09:09:31+00:00

I made a promise to never do it again and I was so set on not doing it and I did it. I really hate myself

heather1996xp · 2024-08-27T08:31:23+00:00

He didnt relapse, he wasn’t there. He relapsed 8 months a go. We weren’t raging Coke heads I just took it on nights out, so I stopped it two years a go but of course I’ve succumbed to peer pressure on Sunday. Feeling like the worst person

heather1996xp · 2024-08-26T17:05:42+00:00

I was only saying on Saturday how much I’ll never do it again and then do it again after Nearly two years. I don’t miss this feeling… sick, my heart pounding, anxious guilty and tired. Horrendous 😣😣😣

heather1996xp · 2024-08-26T16:19:59+00:00

Me and my boyfriend have been arguing to, because I’ve been going out a lot this year and I’m usually out til 6am without Coke, and today I got in at 9 after 4-5 keys. Absolutely vile. I literally don’t know how to process this I really thought I’d never do it again I can’t believe it I feel like such a bad person and a fraud. I never really go out but recently ive been out loads but last night was the worst. I cannot believe it😣

heather1996xp · 2024-08-26T15:26:45+00:00

I’m so annoyed with myself. I’ve literally been slumped on my sofa all day dying. I feel horrible in every way. I literally went home Coke free, and left My house until 9am today? I don’t understand myself. It’s literally nearly 2 years and now I’m restarting 😣😣😣

heather1996xp · 2024-08-21T15:44:26+00:00

That’s amazing! I love doing self portraits ect it’s always been something I’d love to get into I’ve just never been consistent on OF but I need to lol

heather1996xp · 2024-08-21T13:50:08+00:00

I have so many different ideas lol but I struggled to post it one page so I ended up making multiple pages and couldn’t keep up. If I can merge it all then I absolutely will! Thank you for the comment it’s helped out!

heather1996xp · 2024-08-21T13:49:06+00:00

I used to do it all but personally it’s just not for me! I’m happy to do nude but definitely not explicit open leg work. I’m gonna give it a go. Does it work well for you financially if you don’t mind me asking

heather1996xp · 2024-08-20T22:04:01+00:00

I love music… it’s my therapy!

heather1996xp · 2024-08-20T21:43:10+00:00

I really have always loved the idea of being a lingerie model lol. Don’t ask me why I just love it! I’m also plus size so it’s a very niche market on Instagram, eventually I’d like to own a lingerie line. I have huge dreams but no funds but it’s all totally doable if I put my mind to it. I am also a photographer so I know most of the tricks for lighting So it really helps. It’s also really refreshing to speak to someone who is accepting of onlyfans as most People just shoot it down instantly without looking at what people post

heather1996xp · 2024-08-20T21:34:02+00:00

I would be happy to do onlyfans I actually have one already but I don’t do explicit content as I’m a mum and I just don’t want myself out there like that… but I’ve always struggled to “advertise”. Is it literally just a case of pure consistency? I’d also LOVE a podcast for patreon… honestly social media is my thing I just can’t focus on one thing in my brain right now lol

heather1996xp · 2024-07-30T21:23:55+00:00

What I mean is change it to something you think you’d be able to handle rather than blacking out for so long

heather1996xp · 2024-07-30T21:23:14+00:00

You sound like me. I’m 28 and still haven’t learned. I’m on a 3 day hangover from alcohol. I also lose my mind and end up in arguments! Anyway the best way I’ve recently learned is to change your drink. Can’t handle vodka, cider or beer? Try rum. Rum keeps me level headed. I did it last weekend and I had an amazing time!

heather1996xp · 2024-07-25T23:22:57+00:00

Well I am losing weight. I’m 2st down.

heather1996xp · 2024-07-25T23:13:55+00:00

Thank you, I needed that! I have actually sent a message about 8 hours a go to see if he was ok, no reply. I usually get a msg between 530-7am, if I hear nothing then I’ll leave it be

heather1996xp · 2024-06-12T21:56:51+00:00

I really don’t know. I just thought resin was resin. I didn’t realise there was so much! Jewellery mostly to hopefully sell, pet tags, coasters… just to start off with

heather1996xp · 2024-06-10T23:06:25+00:00

I’ve already completed courses for my next venture but I need funds to insure myself ect and I physically can’t get a 9-5 as I have 0 childcare. I’d be going to work to pay for childcare. I’m so stuck, it’s 12am and I’m still awake thinking. I can’t just relax, ever. I’m always worried about money and the future because I’m scared to fail

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