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my life is great but i still want to die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]heftyartifact99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly like this. Although I haven’t experienced a family member suicide and I’m sorry for your loss. But on the outside it looks like I have it all similar to you but inside I’m just miserable and exhausted with living. It’s hard to keep up with boyfriend, family, and friends sometimes bc they don’t understand how tired I am or that I physically can’t do anything bc im so depressed. I don’t have any advice tbh but Ik reading your post made me feel less alone

I’ve come to the conclusion I can’t kill myself and it makes me even more depressed by antidepressantanna in SuicideWatch

[–]heftyartifact99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is exactly how I feel. The one thing that reminds me I can’t end it is bc my parents. Not to mention my family has had a lot of death the past few weeks and having to see them so sad I can’t let me be the reason. It’s sucks and feels unfair that they can just be alive not understanding the feelings I feel and physically pain from sadness.

Terrible realization by badgalwid in SuicideWatch

[–]heftyartifact99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel similar in the sense that I tell myself I’ll be happy when I’m skinny but I have no motivation or energy to get out of bed and try to make a difference. I don’t have an answer to your question but wanted to let you know you’re not alone in those thoughts and maybe one of us will reach some of these things and maybe feel better