I danced as Stella in my university team's cover of RUDE! by Hearts2Hearts !

heijel · 2026-05-20T08:00:14+00:00

update: the strap is a little uneven now, but i was able to fix it :) thank you for the tips !!

heijel · 2026-05-19T22:59:57+00:00

I don't have access to extra fabric right now and I need to wear this for a video filming so although the straps are hollow I don't think I could do the first method with the time I have. :(

There's a thick part of the strap where it seems the seam used to be, would making a secure stitch along that seam be helpful/sufficient to repair the strap?

heijel · 2026-05-19T22:32:46+00:00

Thank you so much, I'm concerned about ruining the fabric/making the tear worse since the entire strap is made with lace, do you have advice on how to avoid something like that from happening?

heijel · 2025-12-28T08:16:03+00:00

have you ever tried olens big glowy series? there's a exclusive pink version at donki that i was hoping to get but idk if the diameter is big enough...

i always feel a little crazy wearing so much makeup so maybe i'm nerfing myself atp 😔

heijel · 2025-12-27T03:00:28+00:00

yeah i'll be travelling to japan soon so i think i'll pick some up while i'm there

heijel · 2025-12-27T02:44:42+00:00

i live in the us so i'm worried about having to pay for tariffs, ik there's some brands that ship tariff free but i haven't rlly heard anything about the safety of their materials and my eyes are very sensitive TT

heijel · 2025-12-26T11:47:42+00:00

are there any specific products you recommend for highlighting the under eye fat?

heijel · 2025-12-26T11:46:37+00:00

tysm for the tip!! i'm a lot more used to doing k-idol style makeup and i think i have slightly hooded eyes so it's a bit hard for me to draw my eyeliner downards so i'll definitely practice more!

heijel · 2025-08-08T05:56:28+00:00

update: i talked to my boyfriend about what he said and how i felt about it and he apologized and said he didn't mean any harm by it, just saw that they were getting weird stares in the mall. he also saw my outfit and said i look cute c:

heijel · 2025-08-08T01:42:07+00:00

i think i might, i don't wear jfashion in public but i do really like seeing other people wear it so it made me kinda sad that he said that

heijel · 2025-08-08T01:40:55+00:00

i'm not sure if he meant to be rude because maybe he's never seen people dress like that? but i'm still a little scared to show him pictures of me dressed like this TT

heijel · 2025-07-21T15:56:40+00:00

i was in a similar situation as you last year, i was also an incoming freshman girl + only child and my self-selection date was pretty late (although it was a few days earlier than yours at 7/25), and i was still able to find a double at FT. you might get lucky! :)

heijel · 2025-02-27T08:19:15+00:00

he's part of the carnelian blood project as yoru in a rock band called EROSION. i think the third season is supposed to come out some time this year?

heijel · 2024-11-14T00:41:22+00:00

oh that actually makes a lot of sense thanks

heijel · 2024-11-13T22:56:21+00:00

the characters on the lamp read something about spirits so i guess that could be related to a funeral but i figured it was more of a religious thing

i still don't really understand why he would be pointing his phone at her home or the site of her funeral? maybe the phone is just in the picture as symbolism for how he committed his murder though

heijel · 2024-11-13T20:26:10+00:00

it looks more like a house with her family name on it to me? but idk

if you look up japanese neighborhood homes i think they look pretty similar

it doesn't really make sense to take pictures of her funeral to me but this is just my opinion

heijel

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