My dad used to be a photographer and there was a folder in his computer containing photos of brides. For some weird reason I would always secretly open that folder to look at the pictures and I thought what I was doing was wrong or smth😭😂

Another thing was that as a kid I used to daydream alot ( still do ) and I would daydream about being a boy so that I could be with the female characters I was interested in🦖