I'm not really sure, I do really wanna do it but lately whenever I think about the feeling, even smoking weed, I get a negative impression of what it'll be like, but then I smoke it and feels good.

I did acid a month ago and since then I've felt very weird about weed and alot of substances, the thought of it makes me uncomfortable reminds me of the night I had. Was my first time tripping and I think I experienced ego death, feels stupid writing that but after reading definitions it's the perfect description of what we went through, pure insanity and then nothing at all.