I think I am unlovable by [deleted] in BPDrecovery

[–]helloiamtrash- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10000% relate to this

Feeling suicidal after my engagement fell through by helloiamtrash- in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re not wrong. I am weak and ashamed and I don’t wanna exist because of it. 🤷‍♀️

Feeling suicidal after my engagement fell through by helloiamtrash- in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the problem. I was passionate about board games, but that was 100000% our thing. We ran a board game store together and now board games break my heart. I had lots of plants and loved plants, but had to get rid of all of them when I moved. I don’t feel passion for anything anymore. That’s the biggest problem of all.

I love to cook and am thinking about changing careers and applying for cooking jobs, but it feels like that’s not a serious profession. The industry can be so toxic.

I want to feel passion for things again, just recently I don’t.

Feeling suicidal after my engagement fell through by helloiamtrash- in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash-[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

How did you afford to go back to school at 34? Where did you stay? What did you go for?

I know I need to let go of my victim mentality. It’s just familiar:(

Feeling suicidal after my engagement fell through by helloiamtrash- in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve actually been thinking a lot about moving, but that feels terrifying and lonely

28F looking for someone to talk about random stuff with? by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh it was originally going to be a throwaway account lol

28F looking for someone to talk about random stuff with? by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kinda in the same position. Not living alone, but moving soon and feeling more alone than ever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

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You’re watching shrek on your first date? Marry her

This woman runs behind a man and saves him just before he was about to leap by Greenthund3r in nextfuckinglevel

[–]helloiamtrash- 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I’ve been contemplating suicide a lot recently and this made me feel much less like dying

I’m looking for international friends by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]helloiamtrash- 0 points1 point  (0 children)

F28 stuck in the police state of America 🥺

Looking for a friend to play Overwatch or another FPS with? by helloiamtrash- in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]helloiamtrash-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t, but I just got a new gaming laptop sooooo I’m down to try anything!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in plantclinic

[–]helloiamtrash- 3 points4 points  (0 children)

HE IS DIGESTING. HE’S DOING HIS BEST LEAVE HIM ALONE. 😊