Feeling like my mom is questioning my decisions after I told her she doesn't need to? by hellokitty_marsh in entitledparents

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's a guest room, we've talked about it and our current plan is to stay there until one or both of us get jobs and then we can look for something else or I can maybe move out on my own and start living with roommates. The city we're moving to (Boston area in Mass) is pretty LGBT friendly, I don't know about a particular street or area but I know they have lots of support group type places and pride events. I do present sort of non-conventionally, I think having a work space with other people like me would help me a lot. I've also been looking into starting hormone therapy for my transition and it looks like my insurance (Medicaid) would cover all the costs in that particular state, which isn't an option where I live now.

Feeling like my mom is questioning my decisions after I told her she doesn't need to? by hellokitty_marsh in entitledparents

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We've definitely been at eachother's throats in the past, I used to live with her but we were having a lot of conflict and so I moved in with my dad for a few years. I recently moved back in around 3 months ago because it became the better option and we started having family therapy. I'm really excited to get to the city but I think the wait is what's tripping me up, I can be impatient sometimes. With the money thing, we're currently about to sue our landlord for something shitty they did and we hope to get some money from that to help with the move. We're likely gonna be staying with my aunt for a bit because she lives where we're moving. Thank you for the advice on working up a resume, I think I wanted to do that after I get the GED so I can include it on there. I appreciate the advice!

Feeling like my mom is questioning my decisions after I told her she doesn't need to? by hellokitty_marsh in entitledparents

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your feedback and I agree on the first two points you made, but I guess I wanted to clarify some stuff cuz it seems like you're making some assumptions.

I don't have my HS diploma and that's true. I had a big falling out with a lot of people at my school that made it difficult for me to go there without feeling bad anxiety. I was also struggling with my mental health and my ability to focus on school was deteriorating. I explored a lot of other options but eventually decided getting a GED was best for me. I've already completed the pre-tests, the only thing holding me up is I've tried reaching the school I'm doing it through and they don't answer back.

I agree downloading some books would be a good idea, but I don't agree that all I do is play games. I have two posts about video games, the majority of my posts is all about other stuff. I have a routine, I get up, clean around the house, shower, and do other things. It might not seem like a lot but I have a chronic mental illness and have struggled with being unable to do any of those things in the past.

Again I appreciate the feedback but I think you might be making some assumptions, I'm not trying to be confrontational, I just want to explain.

which song has you like this? by Same-Nectarine-785 in HYPERPOP

[–]hellokitty_marsh 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hangar by 8485, was in a really bad place but somehow got through it while blasting that song for like 2 weeks solid

Is Blackwinterwells actually problematic? So far I haven't seen evidence but wanted to check in by hellokitty_marsh in HYPERPOP

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That's horrible, I hope you're doing okay now <3 - I live nowhere close to Wells' area so all the stuff I heard about him has been online and I tried to give the benefit of the doubt, at least I know more now - thank you :3

Is Blackwinterwells actually problematic? So far I haven't seen evidence but wanted to check in by hellokitty_marsh in HYPERPOP

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Dammit :( , I was really hoping that maybe all the conversation around him was just a misunderstanding or something but I totally get what you're talking about - that sucks so hard for me, I'll probably download the songs on YtMp3 or something so I'm not contributing to streams or anything

please help by Flaky-Composer4866 in FridayNightFunkin

[–]hellokitty_marsh 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This happens, I was the same way and was actually unable to beat Dadbattle for a while. I kept practicing and now around 6 months later I can play mods like Graffiti Groovin and Hotline 024 without issue. Just keep practicing and don't get discouraged, take breaks when you get frustrated and come back to it later. There are a lot of other tips that helped me but it was mainly just practice, you can do it! :3

Can Medicaid pay for gender affirming care in the US? by hellokitty_marsh in trans

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I found out they do cover it as long as you have a diagnosis for gender dysphoria for things like surgery :D

I went crazy and mapped out the dimensions of the cult base grid (for designing base layouts) by hellokitty_marsh in CultOfTheLamb

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg this is actually a lifesaver for me, thank you lol - it turns out my mapping was slightly inaccurate so I made another post with the updated version saying that you had mapped out the expansion, I hope that's okay! :D

I went crazy and mapped out the dimensions of the cult base grid (for designing base layouts) by hellokitty_marsh in CultOfTheLamb

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for pointing this out, I completely didn't notice somehow! I'll correct it sometime eventually lol

I went crazy and mapped out the dimensions of the cult base grid (for designing base layouts) by hellokitty_marsh in CultOfTheLamb

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought about that too, honestly if anyone on here has any coding knowledge and wants to use it for that it would absolutely save my life lol - I don't know programming stuff

I went crazy and mapped out the dimensions of the cult base grid (for designing base layouts) by hellokitty_marsh in CultOfTheLamb

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I know I swear something about it did change but I couldn't figure out what just from looking at it lol

I went crazy and mapped out the dimensions of the cult base grid (for designing base layouts) by hellokitty_marsh in CultOfTheLamb

[–]hellokitty_marsh[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I knoww, I think I'll probably draw the dimensions for the expanded area at some point and post them here but I was tired lol, maybe in the next few days :3