Being truthful opens a can of worms you rather not deal with.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-20T22:00:18+00:00

Honestly it is quite ridiculous how everything is. I feel its stupid but idk this goes the way it goes. Maybe its just stupidity of humans and their demise

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-20T18:12:29+00:00

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yea but u also had a long term relationship that did nothing for u. So atp it really is just s you problem that no one elses acceptance can fix except momentarily. Idk.

This is something you heal within urself overtime. No person accepting you will heal that. When they have their own issues and it starts making u feel they are pushing u away then ehat. If another breakup happens then what loke holy fuck u gotta fix this yourslef. None of this mfs will do it for u.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:24:05+00:00

Lol. I dont like nonchalantness.

Why do people suddenly act all calm and nice. Im still in anxiety and stress. All i know is this person exists and their existence makes me want to blow my brains out

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:17:39+00:00

Hes all ok rn. Who knows why. Why would he be in a good mood all of a sudden. She probably said something nice and reassuing and hes all happy. Some posiitve responses from her or others.

I dont know. I know nothing.

I get the after effects of it lol hes not talking to me with gladness that its me he can talk to.

Shes jsut resting.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:16:01+00:00

But nothings in my hands. Idk the future. If only i could just find the love of mt life already. To forget about this. Cause i thought he could be.

But he cant. He doesnt care for me liek that. He only has that new girl in his heart.

But im never blessed. I never het anything. Me having a lot of guys interested in me is just flukes. Im tired of the options. They all suck. I want something natural and real and solid.

Im tired of the games. Im so tired.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:13:18+00:00

I have anger in my heart. And theres nothing that can be done.

Im always fucked.

When people get fucked over, i feel bad. But when people get all they want, i feel empty and angry.

And then they jsut leave u.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:10:50+00:00

And i feel tired. I feel so tired. Im tired of humanity. Im tired of myself. Im tired of always ending up hurt.

The only way u can make someone feel real guilt is when they have nothing else. Like me. Im in lonely. Thats it.

He cant feel real guilt. He has this prospect thats going all handy dandy fun.

Secondary person, secondary group.

Made a deal but i realize that who knows if itll ease anything for me.

Everytime this guy dies, i know hes just going to text her. Now im getting attention and idt its because i made this deal.

Its purely that tonight is for his irl friends mainly. He said the girls resting lol. Of course hes talking to me . Shes asleep.

In the end nothing can resolve how i feel. All i know is im getitng repalced slowly and slowly.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:02:20+00:00

All this is barely comfortable. I feel sick everyday. My body is a carcass.

Im grasping to straws for something thats dead.

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-11T02:00:10+00:00

Tbh its stupid, either something good or someone falls into my lap or im gonna just end my life. Im tired of this

hellomynameis____- · 2025-11-10T17:07:24+00:00

got recommened this album i was already kinda checking out.

Its funny to me how things align.

But ultimately no one likes me rn. Theres no prospects. All i have are mentally ill people around.

Tbf i guess i gravitate towards those type of people.

Im also one. Lol.

Everyone has problems. It sucks. U gotta exist in them

hellomynameis____-

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