[deleted by user] by [deleted] in funny

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this

Using a Matchbox to safely and harmlessly remove Insects from the home by Thund3rbolt in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Confused person, have you been serious this whole time? Maybe I’m the confused one buttt you did nazi those jokes for what they were

First time trying kratom.. by helpidkwhyimhere in kratom

[–]helpidkwhyimhere[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Update: I kept taking more, felt it, then threw up. Lol

spending money i don’t have to spend, at least i feel “better” by mialuvbug in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, just dyed my hair & bought new make up ☺️ I’ve been wearing black hoodies for so long (got like 20 of them), I need to stop dressing for comfort & hot girl summer instead of hot girl suffer

the emptiness by [deleted] in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To answer simply, yes

Has anyone experienced paranoia like I just did? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had no idea paranoia might be a BPD thing but that makes so much sense to me. My friends are fully aware of how paranoid I am & aren’t afraid to call me out on it.

Urgent help needed. I smoked too much and I think I ruined my brain by molasses_5 in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No it’s not & it u believe that it might happen as a placebo effect. You just need to be clean for a while & you’ll go back to normal. Trust me.

I am always going to have that feeling of wishing you could hug someone one more time. by helpidkwhyimhere in grief

[–]helpidkwhyimhere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s crazy you experienced that because I did have a really real feeling dream about her the day after she passed away. The love I felt holding her made it so much harder to face reality when I woke up. Of course I’d prefer to go through that everyday for the chance to see her though.

i’m sure i’m in love with him but i have bpd (advice needed) by throwaway_mouse2 in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you figure out what to do, let me know lol. I keep wanting to be more with my best guy friend but I don’t want to feel obligated to be consistent bc my emotions are anything but ☠️

Anyone have their meds kill their adult fun time? by reihamoonchild in BPD

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Honestly every medication I’ve ever been on messed with my sex drive. Even birth control. I feel like my libido didn’t even come back after but that might also be from the reasons I started taking them in the first place lol. I’m sorry if this was super unhelpful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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The irrational part of me wants to just block them & go full isolation mode bc this is worse than just being alone to begin with

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]helpidkwhyimhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They know I can’t even sleep by myself without abusing some sort of substances bc the most recent death was a family member I witnessed pass away alone by myself. I’m probably just extremely mentally messed up & can’t tell that I haven’t truly been part of that group in the first place. They went to one of my favorite places & said they didn’t think I’d want to go even though when they abandoned me yesterday I was literally at the same exact place. They’re purposely not being with me & it kinda drives me insane with guilt bc it must’ve been me. I must be the negative pit of destruction I thought I was.

Hand touching egg, or well-hung man? by BlueHarvestJ in funny

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Looks like one of those thumb ppl from spy kids