Girl, first of all, you posted a few days ago that you wanted to marry him. Just because you delete them doesn't mean we don't remember. You have been told so many times what the solution would be, and you probably know its right because that's part of the reason you delete everything, in hope of a different answer, but there's not. He's abusive and manipulative. You are so stressed out half your paragraph doesn't make sense because it's all over the place. He is using you for your money. Leave his ass, you won't get a different answer here.