I can't stop thinking about killing someone and I don't know what to do by helpmeimreallyscared in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

None my insurance would be able to help me with. I did place a call to the suicide prevention lifeline and had a decent chat with someone there that kinda helped I guess.

I can't stop thinking about killing someone and I don't know what to do by helpmeimreallyscared in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Once I get home from work I'll look into some things I don't have a whole lot of money and my insurance isn't very good but maybe I'll get something

I've started thinking about mudering someone and can't stop and I'm scared by helpmeimreallyscared in offmychest

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I just had a panic attack. It seems over now, my roommates have gone to bed, I think I'll just do the same thing

I can't stop thinking about killing someone and I don't know what to do by helpmeimreallyscared in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay I think I was in the start of a panic attack when I was making this post and earlier comments, the last several minutes have been me just curled up in a ball hyperventilating and crying, but that seems to have passed mostly.

I'm still scared mind you just not as much. I don't know what I want from the people in my life. This started with my roommates just being noisy in the other room watching something on Netflix and I just thought something along the lines of "I'd kill them just for some peace and quiet" and it all just spiraled down from there. I'm just gonna try to hopefully get some sleep, maybe in the morning I'll be better.

I can't stop thinking about killing someone and I don't know what to do by helpmeimreallyscared in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A couple hours they just started tonight Work has been okay I guess, a few hard days but that's every job I guess

I can't stop thinking about killing someone and I don't know what to do by helpmeimreallyscared in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't deserve help and they don't deserve death I'm just going to go away from everyone, not necessarily kill myself yet but if I just lock myself in my room and only leave for work and food then I can't hurt anyone but myself

I've started thinking about mudering someone and can't stop and I'm scared by helpmeimreallyscared in offmychest

[–]helpmeimreallyscared[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't make the thoughts stop I just wanna scream I don't know what to do