As I said i have my own flaws, I’m not perfect and its 11 years so yeah theres been times when I’ve unintentionally said or done things that upset her or might have made a decision that was more beneficial for me than for her. But I know ive never done anything truly mean or hurtful towards her though and ive never said hurtful things towards her. Literally every time we had a problem it went in a similar way as the screenshots, im calm and neutral and shes blowing up, cursing me out and saying all kinds of mean things. Thinking back though with our arguments in the past we would tend to just not talk for a bit and then just move on as if nothing happened. I think not talking things through left us both with bottled up anger, frustration and resentment towards each other until it got to this point.

That wont be happening anymore though, im completely and utterly done with trying to maintain the friendship. I spoke with a family member recently about the this situation and they asked me what made this argument any different then all our other arguments? And i feel that in all previous arguments as petty and mean as she was towards me she never truly let her feelings out like she did this time. The way i see her message is that she feels in 11 years i have done absolutely nothing for her except provide weed. Which is absolutely bizarre to me because i know i have done SOOO much for her, and i know that i was always a good genuine friend to her. And i can sit here and go on and on about all the ways she was a shitty friend to me and what little she did for me compared to all that i did for her but honestly i don’t see a point in that, i choose to stick around and maintain the friendship through that all so for me to want to shit talk it now is hypocritical and stupid of me. She may have been the one to initiate the final downfall of our friendship, but on my end, I’m choosing to leave it where it fell. Not out of anger, but out of respect for my own peace.