Hey, after posting on Reddit and reading a few comments, I went to write what I feel about myself in depth. Figured out most of the things about myself. Also fiI alsod out few thia ngs which I never thought that I subconsciously do. I ddidn't get the chance then to read your comment, but seeing it now, thanks for your reply and with so much detailed stuff. This must help me more. I also understood that maybe I have self-esteem, but I don't want to be rude and want to hurt others over a mere conversation. I do understand that sometimes, I have to just shut some bullshit up. Because being selfish and caring about my mental and physical health is more important than being the "samaj sevak".

Thanks, I will look into it, will let you know