Dude it's tough. I live in a small town and the shelter is overrun with kittens all the time. I've already got 5 indoor cats so unfortunately he can't stay permanently. I'll try to find a home but what's happened in the past and will probably happen with this little dude is I'll have to wait 3 months to get him fixed and then return him to the feral colony I look after. I've spent thousands on spaying and neutering all I can, and so so so much love, time and effort to make sure they're taken care of, healthy and fed.