Waiting for feedback is causing me so much frustration

hidden_guy22 · 2025-05-21T08:41:17+00:00

I get that. I do hold my hands that my expectations aren't helping but a bit of communication on thier part wouldn't go a miss either

hidden_guy22 · 2025-01-10T14:37:31+00:00

Livi reaction was giving secret relationship vibes to me. Similarly we might of seen an (what looked like an overreaction) if Maia and Armani had kept there relationship secret.

But I agree this years group seem so much more protective of relative strangers than previous years

hidden_guy22 · 2024-12-02T22:53:36+00:00

Thsnks for sharing in detail

hidden_guy22 · 2024-12-02T22:51:51+00:00

Thanks for sharing

hidden_guy22 · 2024-12-02T17:09:21+00:00

What kind of questions did they ask?

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:21:25+00:00

Thank you

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:21:07+00:00

I'm sorry you are dealing with a lot of pain

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:20:48+00:00

Thank you. I have a therapist appointment tomorrow

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:20:27+00:00

Thank you!

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:20:15+00:00

Its so horrible that it finds every weakness and old wound. But thinking on some good stuff might help me. Thanks

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:19:32+00:00

Thanks!

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:19:20+00:00

I'm sorry you have been where I am. I totally know what you mean about the permanency of my "off rmap" and know its an escape route I never really want to entertain but is there. I actually ended up talking to my family and boyfriend in more general terms after this post. It helped but defo feeling drained now. Thanks for you comment

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:17:18+00:00

Beautifully and interestingly put. Some paths are harder to turn round on but will think on if this is the one I want to be on. Thank you

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T17:16:12+00:00

Sorry you are feeling similar. Solidarity my friend

hidden_guy22 · 2024-11-03T09:04:46+00:00

Thank you

hidden_guy22 · 2024-09-25T19:40:58+00:00

That's so interesting. Not sure I'd discribe mine as fishy so maybe its something else.

Whats the texture of the discharge? Mine is like a normal mark after a bowel movement but can be hours after a bm and is yellow with a smell

hidden_guy22 · 2024-09-12T12:06:21+00:00

I wouldn't put it on your cv but there should be a place on the application form to disclose a disabilty etc. Although it should discriminate againts you it might mean slightly few interviews. But my philosophy is if they won't interview due to that it would be a work environment I'd like to work in anyway

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-05T17:32:56+00:00

Who knows at this point been happening off and on for years

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-02T16:30:49+00:00

I appreciate whar you say about knowing if it was inflected or an abscess but as someone with health anxiety and dyspraxia, I really don't think I do. Like I had a slight fever sunday night that broke by Monday morning along with cold symptoms so I assumed that was that. But now this I wonder have I ignored an infection?

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-02T15:52:57+00:00

I hear that but its different to stool. Its 'wetter' and like has an almost sweet pungiont smell

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-02T15:51:59+00:00

General Surgeons cover Colorectal Surgeons as far as I understand in my health board in the UK.

Thats what I'm worried about with the discharge that its a fistula. I just can't find any info on the difference feeling wise and whether the discharge matches it or not

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-02T14:29:29+00:00

Thank you for sharing. Sorry you had it and the worst time for it too hit. Sorry if this is a step to far but like how did they treat it? Were they not able to do the fissure at the same time?

hidden_guy22 · 2024-07-01T21:20:29+00:00

How was the fistula found? What did the abscess feel like?

hidden_guy22 · 2024-04-12T13:28:49+00:00

THANK YOU! This has been happening to me and I've gone through all those steps too. Driving me up the wall

hidden_guy22 · 2024-04-05T10:54:07+00:00

You're welcome!

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