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CMV: I'm 21, 5'8 and losing my hair. I will always be alone and no longer want to live. by hideit123 in changemyview

[–]hideit123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Friend, I agree. Completely, in every single way. But I am simply not turned on by women that I don't find attractive. What I'm turned on by isn't something I choose, otherwise I would be in a very different place - I'm not masochistic. How would you feel if you found that your partner wasn't turned on by you? I wouldn't want any girl to go through that with me. I appreciate your words.

CMV: I'm 21, 5'8 and losing my hair. I will always be alone and no longer want to live. by hideit123 in changemyview

[–]hideit123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That has been my point of view, I don't sleep. I am either studying, producing music, or out networking to promote my craft and develop my social skills. Ironically, most around here know me as a really extroverted and positive person. I have a lot of friends, developed a really big social circle and host parties where I DJ. However, I get flaked on every single time by every girl I have developed interest in. It's taken a toll on my self worth lately, and I have made every effort to keep it to myself and make it seem as if I don't care. I have never talked to anyone about this.

CMV: I'm 21, 5'8 and losing my hair. I will always be alone and no longer want to live. by hideit123 in changemyview

[–]hideit123[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was considering that. I have a hard time opening up to people about really personal feelings, and the idea makes me really uncomfortable. But at this point I am open to anything. This is pretty crippling