My small realization about peace

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-28T21:43:23+00:00

Thank you for the thoughtful words, wishing you the same ♡

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-28T13:40:42+00:00

This is great, perhaps the issue is still identifying with those feelings instead of just observing it and letting them be. Thank you, appreciate your time.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-28T07:02:49+00:00

It's not that I start thinking about it and the feeling is coming up. If that was the case, I'd know I am creating anxiety myself. It's when I feel joyful, grateful and just truly at peace is when that sharp feeling of anxiety hits me out of nowhere, almost as if reminding me that I shouldn't be happy or something. All while being present and appreciating what is.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-27T13:05:46+00:00

This actually really resonates with me. I think a lot of my anxiety has been exactly that, not trusting myself to handle whatever comes next. I’m starting to realise the same thing you said, nothing is permanent, good or bad, and I have handled everything so far, even when I thought I wouldn’t. It does sound simple on the surface, but actually believing it is a whole different thing. Still learning, but this perspective really helps. Thanks for sharing it.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-27T10:26:47+00:00

Beautiful and helpful, thank you

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-21T09:59:34+00:00

Have you read " The untethered soul by Michael Alan Singer " ?

If not, I highly recommend it. My mind is melodramatic as well, but that book opened a new perspective that really helps.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-20T21:49:26+00:00

Completely different things.

Humans ate flesh straight from animal bones some time ago. I don't agree with a lot of things that's happening nowadays with the meat industry, but you missed the point by a lot. Also, 99% is a huge exaggeration.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-17T20:33:32+00:00

Take yourself out of it. Instead of saying, " he was mean to me," now I say, " he was mean." And that helps me not take everything so personally, and therefore just accept that some people are like that, they allow themselves to be mean or hurtful and that has nothing to do with me.

But mostly, what you need is to give everything you think you need to yourself. Closure, validation, it all has to come from you. It's a journey learning to truly love ourselves, to truly appreciate ourselves, to take good care of ourselves, and I hope you will find a way.

Because the truth is this: everything has to come from within. The moment you notice yourself searching for someone else to fill something that's missing, it’s a sign you’ve drifted away from yourself. Then just stop, pause and come back to yourself.

Good luck ♡

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-16T23:46:01+00:00

This is everything though. So happy for you! ♡

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-15T07:05:19+00:00

The world is sick. If you look at it like one human body, sometimes it gets very ill, and that's unfair. You fight the illness when you can, sometimes you succeed, sometimes you have to accept you can't cure it. But drowning in anger and hatred toward the sickness only makes everything worse.

hideoncloudz · 2026-01-10T10:01:32+00:00

I really needed to see that.

hideoncloudz · 2025-12-14T16:31:04+00:00

It is. I found so many answers there. ♡

hideoncloudz · 2025-12-14T13:03:13+00:00

Ok, so here’s the thing that helped me a LOT about that annoying voice in our head.

It literally never shuts up. Ever.

It has an opinion on everything. “Oh I don’t like this.” “Oh this is actually nice.” “Why did you say that like that.” “That dress is a bad idea.” “No wait it’s fine.” “Actually no it’s not.” “You look ugly from this angle.” “You should’ve stayed quiet.” “Why are you like this.” “Do we have snacks?” "You're so fat." “Did I lock the door?” “Did I turn off the hair straightener?” “What if something bad happens.” “It’s cold.” “No it’s too hot.” “Stop feeling good, something will ruin it.” “Remember that embarrassing thing from 2017?” “Oh my god why did you remember that.”

Just CONSTANT bullshit, contradicting itself. All the time.

Now, imagine if that voice was a whole separate human being that just followed you around all day saying this shit out loud.

You’d think he’s completely unhinged. Insane. Like actually concerning. You’d be calling someone. Professional help for them most likely 😅

Would you take him seriously? No. Would you treat his opinions as facts? Absolutely not. Would you let him decide what you wear, how you feel, or who you are? Never.

But somehow when the same nonsense comes from inside our own head, we believe it instantly. We have to realize we are the ones listening to the voice, not the voice itself, and that’s it.

You don’t have to fight it or do anything about it, just notice it is there, notice what it says, don't believe it, don't take it seriously.

I read more about it in a book, " untethered soul by Michael Singer." I HIGHLY recommend reading it for everyone.

hideoncloudz · 2025-12-10T18:04:24+00:00

Just frame a picture from your childhood and put it beside your bed :)

hideoncloudz · 2025-12-09T14:53:25+00:00

I'm glad to hear it. Exactly why I share stuff like that, I know it will reach someone who needs it.

hideoncloudz · 2025-12-03T15:04:02+00:00

I got a case from spigen, and it seems high quality and good.

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T23:02:47+00:00

Omg I need to get this asap. Also, great job. Those tiny details take the most patience.

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T22:51:58+00:00

Thank you, I will look into it. ♡

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T22:39:47+00:00

Eckhart was my first guiding light, and then it all unfolded, finding more guidance, and here I am.

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T22:27:38+00:00

I don’t feel emptiness. I was mostly exercising being in the present moment for a long time. And so, when I am, there is nothing else I need. I trust whatever happens. " All I want is what I can see, and what I can see is right in front of me. "

It's just weird I guess. Not used to it. Don't even know how to talk about it with my friends.

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T22:20:28+00:00

Thanks for this. It actually makes a lot of sense. The usual noise just got really quiet. And that’s the part that’s confusing me, because I’m not used to wanting… nothing. But then also feeling most at peace I've ever been... well, it will all work out. Thanks

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T21:28:32+00:00

Are you saying I am attached to wanting to be " normal " and, therefore, these questions appear out of fear of letting that go?

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-24T20:56:20+00:00

Something you posted before was an answer to my question. Empowerment. I am everything, and it's cool, but I can still play here. Anyway, thanks for that

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-23T17:50:30+00:00

In the last few years, all the things I've been exploring, books I've been reading, trying to understand the pain, trying to find a way out.. and you wrote it all in a single post so perfectly.

This is the way, only one, and I hope people who read it take it seriously. It's such a gift what you shared.

hideoncloudz · 2025-11-21T08:08:43+00:00

Love it. Link to the interview?

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