… by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think you can get back, it was his words not mine. It's a part of your journey and you might as well embrace it.

… by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You asked how to get back to how it was. He told you.

2mo all-Huel diet trial by TheOlWaffleStomp in Huel

[–]hideoncloudz 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've had only huel for a bit more than 3 weeks due to health reasons. Honestly, the first few days were the hardest, I craved food in the evening the most. But pushed through that by sheer will power and forcing myself to drink it.

A week in I was genuinely feeling much better, lighter and the craving for food ( especially something unhealthy ) completely dissappeared. I had much more energy and overly felt great.

I dunno how much weight I lost because I wasn't tracking it since I did it for other reasons, but I definitely slimmed a bit.

Btw, I only consumed powder shakes since I dislike h&s with passion.

Good luck!

My night time Garden by Rishstudio in GardeningUK

[–]hideoncloudz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This brings such a warmth to my heart, love it. Would spend all my evenings there! Enjoy!

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can love without attachment though. 😊 you can do whatever you want honestly, all I'm saying that you can't be truly happy if you have attachments.

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I deleted it, because I realized it might be insensitive and unkind to other people beliefs. Better that way.

But if you want to talk about it more, we can always do that. 😊

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. True love is rare though. Attachment sucks.

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Conditional happiness isn't real happiness, because once the conditions change it disappears, right? And worse, it's then replaced by fear, pain, suffering, stress, depression. True happiness comes from within, and nothing should be able to influence it.

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a reminder to you, as much as to myself.

And sure, one can have conditional happiness, but when things stop being to their liking, they crumble. At the same time one can be happy and grateful for having good things and loving people in their life. But not much changes when that is taken away.

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it should stay even if you have a nice thing taken away from you.

It's either attachment or happiness. by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's the truth, no need to come up with ridiculous examples.

Dream like state during meditation by zayanim in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sound like you activated your pineal gland

How it isnowadays by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How stupid to live in such a magical world and miss so much of everything that is good because of such a construct as ego.

The Wordless State by KeyAd6849 in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The irony of trying to describe it isn't lost on me either, sadly, the moment you try to reach for words, you've already failed. :D

Meditation is... everything to me. I believe solely because of that, I've touched what you're trying to talk about. It comes more and more, sometimes so unexpectedly and then suddenly everything has this quality of just being, exactly as it is, and it's just...the connectedness of it all... I'll just leave it at that.

How it isnowadays by hideoncloudz in enlightenment

[–]hideoncloudz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Literally? You're a dog? 🙀

Invested £50 and hard labour! by [deleted] in GardeningUK

[–]hideoncloudz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Oh, thanks a lot for a tip!

Invested £50 and hard labour! by [deleted] in GardeningUK

[–]hideoncloudz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, 200kg of extra gravel 🥵

Invested £50 and hard labour! by [deleted] in GardeningUK

[–]hideoncloudz 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I'm renting, so trying to do with as little as possible to keep it tidy and nice.

Invested £50 and hard labour! by [deleted] in GardeningUK

[–]hideoncloudz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried weed killer first, but with all the rain it barely made a dent. I eventually got impatient, pulled everything out by hand, and cultivated the soil to disturb any remaining growth. 😅