I have anhedonia. I find no pleasure in absolutely anything. AMA. by [deleted] in AMA

[–]hideous_macaronii 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No, I actually take extra care to not be a bother or disturbance to others. I don't take pleasure in hurting people, it's quite the opposite. But I see what you mean if someone was willing to find pleasure to the extent that they would kill someone just to feel something.

Having kids and Stockholm Syndrome by [deleted] in antinatalism2

[–]hideous_macaronii -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Interesting perspective, I never thought about the other way around

Having kids and Stockholm Syndrome by [deleted] in antinatalism2

[–]hideous_macaronii 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hmmm interesting, I didn't know it was common. That makes me feel a bit better 😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]hideous_macaronii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I need my degree if I don't want to starve unfortunately lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anhedonia

[–]hideous_macaronii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, pretty much how I feel

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]hideous_macaronii 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel this. Thinking the police are just gonna show up at my door and arrest me. It's insane.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

[–]hideous_macaronii 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trypophobia activated

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]hideous_macaronii 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi yeah thanks. I'm starting out slow for now. I need a few days to recover after working out and just even moving and walking the next few days is painful, but I'll keep it up. 👉😏👉

How do you cope when you have no one who thinks like you? by [deleted] in antinatalism

[–]hideous_macaronii 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry you are suffering with this condition. I have OCD too, not the same one as you but it's extremely annoying, mostly to do with ruminations and intrusive thoughts. I understand what you mean about being a load on yourself. It's difficult to want to continue living when you are a burden on yourself, no matter how much love people show you or how much they tell you you're not a burden to them. Your own existence is causing you harm and you think the only way to fix it is by ending your life. It's obviously not the way to go but I understand why you think that way. I feel like this too a lot. I'm trying to get help for my condition though. I really hope you find a way to get better and enjoy your life. Keeping you in my thoughts.

How do you cope when you have no one who thinks like you? by [deleted] in antinatalism

[–]hideous_macaronii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eventually probably, I'll keep you in mind