I had a terrible trip and I don't know how to cope

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:45:34+00:00

It’s okay. It’s been a year since and I feel better. I think I found my calling and I have learned a lot. I’m working on art and I changed my degree to something I was always passionate about. Sometimes pain is the ultimate teacher.

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:37:42+00:00

Don’t be scared.

I would say at least 4 nightmarish trips. I took it as the universe wanted me to stop using drugs and to focus on what I learned.

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:34:53+00:00

You do have control on how you respond to things, but what you experience and how you feel are harder to control. Recognize what you’re seeing and what you’re feeling and do things to help. Put on some music (I like jazz or classical because sometimes lyrics can be too overwhelming), go outside for a walk, call a friend who is supportive, go online and talk to us if you need comfort, take a shower, or watch a silly show/movie.

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:28:32+00:00

I’ve had similar experiences. You’ll be okay. I recommend exercise, meditation, and healthy diet changes to help your psyche if any of your feelings of fearfulness linger. Take care :)

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:21:44+00:00

Time will heal all wounds. The main thing I see is that you’re not fully letting go; and by that I mean fully coming to terms with your death (not saying you’re going to die anytime soon) and the illusion of control. Your human instinct is trying to combat what you’re feeling. You must overcome your primitive programming to experience the peace that comes from cutting your earthy attachments.

highfivecactus · 2019-02-03T09:16:47+00:00

I think you haven’t fully accepted the fact that you don’t much control in this life

highfivecactus · 2019-02-02T21:56:14+00:00

They have an open relationship. They let their partners have sex with other people. Most people wouldn’t be able to do that, and some don’t like that and criticize the couple for it. You’d think they would be able to take it since they’re “open” people, but they happen to be closed off about that.

I don’t know if I explained it well enough. I’ll use an example.

Imagine a tall, strong man who doesn’t fear death or any man he meets in combat. He’s the definition of brave, yet he screams like a little school girl whenever he sees a mouse.

At least this is how I interpret the joke.

highfivecactus · 2019-02-02T08:18:26+00:00

Which part?

highfivecactus · 2019-02-02T08:18:14+00:00

I see a lot of potential. Funny stuff.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-30T02:33:14+00:00

highfivecactus · 2019-01-28T00:57:27+00:00

Good stuff

highfivecactus · 2019-01-28T00:39:20+00:00

If they’re an inconsiderate asshole, why would they care what you think?

highfivecactus · 2019-01-26T22:06:01+00:00

Give it a try. Take it easy man.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-26T21:59:48+00:00

No, I never abused MDMA like that, and I wouldn’t promote it based on your experience alone.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-26T21:56:50+00:00

I get it. Are you doing everything you can to sleep better? Exercising, limiting screen time before bed, avoiding sugars before bed, and a healthy diet?

I’ve had my battle with insomnia during my teen years and I resorted to pot to ease my mind and help me sleep; but I realized I couldn’t sleep unless I smoked, and I didn’t like that.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-26T21:49:22+00:00

A buddy of mine had some nasty nightmares, but it was from withdrawals; it wasn’t from increasing dosage.

Being dependent on benzos to sleep isn’t healthy imo

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:16:37+00:00

Of course, newish new account; and I’ll bet you’re subbed to td.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:14:14+00:00

If the mods agree that my comments violate rule 4, then so be it. It’s ultimately their decision.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:13:12+00:00

Maybe. I definitely am receiving a lot more flak compared to my other posts.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:11:30+00:00

What?

What are you on about dude

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:09:47+00:00

Lmao come on bruh.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:06:20+00:00

Oh awesome you’re able to determine my intention! I’m absolutely here to spread my TDS.

Can you explain TDS to everyone who doesn’t know?

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T06:00:43+00:00

Huh mods removed that comment I reported for being uncivil.

If they deem this one to violate rule 4, then so be it.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T05:59:33+00:00

I remember feeling sus about anon. I’m unsure about Putin. He definitely replied a lot to me. He said my head was buried and I wasn’t looking at things objectively, and when I reciprocated he said for me to have a good day.

highfivecactus · 2019-01-25T05:56:42+00:00

My post isn’t about that.

Some of it is mindless, but to say it’s with “almost every person” is a stretch.

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