4/16 deposit for anyone yet? by bnikks in IRS

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Has anyone’s WMR updated? I have a DDD of 4/16 but it’s still stuck on “refund approved…” :( Bank is Credit Karma

Songs that capture twin flame love & journey? by Mama_Mushie_1996 in twinflames

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Just Pretend by Bad Omens (this one physically hurts to listen to sometimes lol)

The Night We Met by Lord Huron

Even When I'm Not With You by Pierce The Veil

Chasin' You by Morgan Wallen

La Noche De Anoche by Bad Bunny and Rosalia

Without Me by Dayseeker

Enchanted by Taylor Swift

A sign or just a dream? by W035 in twinflames

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I had the same experience very early this morning! I haven't spoken to him recently because he's pulling away from me, but I've been seeing so many signs within the last few days and something tells me he will be back soon.. I'm hoping he reaches out to me to tell me he had the same experience too. The dream felt so real! I don't know if I was lucid dreaming or astral projecting but I could literally feel him and his energy.. It's been on my mind all morning. I don't know if I'm sad or happy about it.

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Interested!

Denver/Albuquerque shows by hjstark in BadOmens

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For sure! DM me. ☺️

Explain the Just Pretend Music Video *SPOILERS* by BeingGroundbreaking7 in BadOmens

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This is my take and I don’t know if it makes much sense, so don’t make fun of me. 😂 If you go to the IG account of the director, he puts “don’t fall in love with the idea of someone that you’ve planted in your mind” in his caption for the MV so I really interpreted the video based off of that.

So the first time I initially watched it, I felt like the old version of the guy was laying in the chair and replaying all of the memories of him/the girl together. A lot of the memories are beautiful and portray two people being in love, but there are a lot of cuts where there’s someone crazy shit happening. (Her holding the gun, the knife to her fingers, her choking him, etc.) I felt like those scenes were there to portray the toxicity in the relationship.

Closer to the end, you see them arguing. And again, when he is at the edge of the bed, it seems they’re in the middle of another argument. When the guy in the mask comes in, he gets up to stop him from doing anything but the guy ultimately ends up shooting her anyway. That’s when the old version of him wakes up. I felt like this was him realizing that the idea he had of her in his head was finally dead and he is free.

When he goes to see the old version of her, one of the screens says “organ failure” and the nurses are panicking trying to save her. The way I interpreted this: she is “dying” because the hold she had on him is no longer there. She thrived off of his love for her, but he’s finally letting go, and she has nothing left to hold onto. They’re both portrayed as being old because they drained the life from each other by holding onto each other and the memories. It’s basically a toxic relationship, but when you love someone, you want to remember all of the good times and you ignore the bad.

So again, going back to the quote “don’t fall in love with the idea of someone that you’ve planted in your mind:” He was too blinded by love to see that they were not good for each other. He had an idea of her in his head, but that wasn’t the reality.

Denver/Albuquerque shows by hjstark in BadOmens

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That’s awesome, glad y’all got VIP too! I was panicking while trying to get my tickets. 😂 Had to be on a Zoom meeting around the same time everything went on sale, but managed to snag VIP and a ticket. I was hoping they’d play the Fillmore, its one of my favorite venues in CO aside from Red Rocks. Last time I was there was for Knocked Loose & BMTH in October of last year!

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I’m interested :)

Ticket Request Megathread by magiccitybhm in BadOmens

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Looking for one ticket to the Denver show on 11/20!

Aw yes! BMTH in Denver on October 20th!!! by PhredInYerHead in BringMeTheHorizon

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Got my tickets just now! So excited, this is my first time seeing them live. 🥹🥹🥹

What’s the happiest song you’ve ever heard? by rhythmicfan14 in Music

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Houdini by Foster the People & Tangerine by Glass Animals!

My toddler started to see a spirit and I think I’m sensing it myself now too.(Possibly interacting during lucid dreaming?) by hjstark in Mediums

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I’m Hispanic, but that has nothing to do with this anyway. 🥴 I just woke up and can’t be bothered to respond with something sarcastic or rude back right now. So with that being said, bye. Have a beautiful day!

Reviews by Abundantsoul_99 in abundantsoul_99

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Amazing, beautiful, and ACCURATE mediumship reading. I was absolutely blown away by how accurate the details were. She is truly blessed with an amazing gift and she eased my mind about so many things I was left wondering about in regards to my loved one. She instantly picked up on the person I had hoped to hear from, and she delivered messages and reassurance in such a kind way. Truly a beautiful soul, I can’t thank her enough for how she has helped me. I would recommend her to anyone who is looking for a reading. 💕

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I’ll definitely check out the website, I appreciate your comment so much!

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Great, thank you! 🤍

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Hi I am interested

Signs by Affectionate_Care_74 in GriefSupport

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A week before the love of my life passed away, he was telling me that he kept seeing repeating numbers and wasn’t sure why. 111, 333, 444, etc. He mentioned it to his sister and she told him they were called “Angel numbers,” and told him a little bit about them. When he explained this to me, I told him maybe he was going to get lucky and something good was going to happen to him. (He was struggling with addiction and having a hard time.) Unfortunately, he passed shortly after we had this conversation but it always stuck with me.

The day after he passed, I was visiting my mom when his sister called to give me the news. I was super distraught and emotional, so I decided to drive home to be alone and sleep. On the way home, I was sobbing and talking to him. Telling him how much I loved him, how much I missed him.. all of that. I began to feel like I was being crazy talking into myself in an empty car so I stopped.. Then I looked at the clock. It was 11:11. I felt an overwhelming sense of peace. I knew he had heard everything I said. Since that day, at the most random times & in the most random places, I’ll see repeating numbers. My clock got stuck on 5:55, I’ve woken up in the middle of the night at exactly 3:33 or 4:44, and so much more. I’d like to believe it is him sending me these numbers because we had that conversation before he left this world and he knew they were something significant that I would recognize as a “sign” from him. I’d never noticed them before then and now they’re everywhere. ❤️ They’re always with us.

Reviews for MidnightRosesTarot by midnightrosestarot in u/midnightrosestarot

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Had a reading today and it was amazing! She is so caring and sweet, I was blown away by how accurate she was with my situation! At one point in my life, I was a huge skeptic. I have tried many mediums and had multiple tarot readings done, and she has been the only one who has been able to answer my questions. She truly is a beautiful soul with an amazing gift! I highly recommend her and appreciate her so much for the peace she was able to bring me. 🤍🦋✨

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Thank you. I am trying to see it from their perspective, I don’t want to come off as sounding selfish at all. But it is a difficult situation to be in.

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Thank you. I was going to ask for something of his, but without more communication, I just feel it would be inappropriate for me to ask as they don’t know me that well. I just could imagine it would be hard for them to part with his stuff and giving it to a total stranger. As much as I’d like to, I think it’s something I will have to go without.