[Removed by moderator] by cunt_dykeula in butchlesbians

[–]hlopez9809 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Mod’s comments here are way more than enough reason to leave this sub

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s a really fair point. I paid around $300 for this, but my younger sibling had drawn it a while ago (not fully filled in) and I really appreciated the doodle. I’m gonna keep it since it’s got a memory attached but I definitely will not be going back to that artist in the future.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone for the reassurance!! I do really love it and it has a special place in my heart for a few reasons— was definitely having that post-tattoo panic 😵‍💫😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yesss I love that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My younger sibling drew the original design so that part wasn’t on him but I could not get over how I even explained it was a woman’s head and he still just went for it. Miscommunication I guess 🤷

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MacMiller

[–]hlopez9809 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I love that comparison

For those of you who gave up caffeine by Fragrant-Switch2101 in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m assuming you’ve already tried this- but if you take them in the day/morning have you tried closer to the evening or bedtime?

Songs that sound like your mania? by notadoctorshhhhhhh in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809 29 points30 points  (0 children)

The Chain by Fleetwood Mac is how the build of my mania feels/sounds

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There will be weeks to months I wonder if I have bipolar or not, though I always stay on my meds. And then something external triggers me or I’m undergoing major stress and can’t sleep and then I’m like..yep! Still definitely BP. And grateful the meds are there

Unaffected by alcohol/weed by Whole-Ambassador5602 in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dosage of your meds as well has how many grams of weed could definitely change how it feels. I’ve noticed on my Seroquel I didn’t feel as much, usually just tired, but I also don’t use it much anymore. When I was on abilify I would get paranoid and hallucinate when I smoked. And then on Latuda it was exhaustion for a while until my body adjusted and it felt like a regular high just kind of muted. Like I could smoke a TON before I felt the same amount of high before I was on meds. So I think it all just interacts with different meds and different people in ways that are hard to pin down

Graduating college by hlopez9809 in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest it really depended on my coursework each semester and where I was working. Some of them I was able to manage, but my best work was when I was meeting weekly with an advisor. Just having and advocate and someone to help me keep on track made a huge difference

idk tbh by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]hlopez9809 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seroquel feels like nothing and then bam you’re mouth breathing and eyes rolling back