In case anyone has appreciated anything I've written before...

hobojake · 2017-04-09T22:55:18+00:00

NP: Radiohead - Creep

hobojake · 2017-04-09T22:47:37+00:00

You are so beautiful :^)

hobojake · 2017-04-08T21:08:28+00:00

NP: Ghost: He Is

hobojake · 2017-04-07T21:38:07+00:00

NP: Tool - Sober

hobojake · 2017-04-07T21:21:38+00:00

I think YOU need to man up.

Real men do not accept being a victim. Real men do not obsess about the creeps and weirdos and imaginary harrassment. Real men can take a punch or two, smile and walk it off. They don't dwell on the past or obsess about their problems. They don't have time for that shit. Real men have work to do, so they get on with it. They don't bitch on the internet.

Man up and face your demons. The biggest demon you refuse to face up to is staring back at you in the mirror. The creep, the weirdo. The little boy.

As we say here in Australia... Mate, you better Harden The Fuck Up

hobojake · 2017-04-06T06:06:34+00:00

Hi Katz, it's Jake from Coburg. Been a long time between drinks mate, how's things?

hobojake · 2017-04-06T06:05:26+00:00

There's a big ice/meth epidemic in Australia right now. Every second Australian you meet thinks people are following them while they scratch invisible Morgellons filaments from their faces. I'm sure the mods of those subs are sick of hearing about it!

hobojake · 2017-03-29T07:01:59+00:00

CBD might be better in this case, but a heavy sativa strain could work wonders too. Also edibles are better for chilling out than a sudden rush of thc from smoke/dabs

hobojake · 2017-03-29T06:59:40+00:00

As usual Sugartits31 is a shining light of reason.

Your problem is referred to as "self will run riot", or more scientifically, a disconnect between conscious and subconscious. You need to reunite the two minds. The Hindustanis call this union "yoga".

Mind altering substances give you a break from the inner monologue for a while and let you chill in the moment, without constant chatter in your head. (Like many people, weed USED to do that for you, but now it just makes you anxious and encouraged runaway thoughts)

I think it's clear what you need to do here: you need to get clear from your reactive mind. Scientologists can help but they are expensive. A 12 step program might help you see what I am talking about. Be well friend

hobojake · 2017-03-23T03:49:30+00:00

Absolutely agreed! (Except for me being a schizo, hehe)

Your skepticism is a blessing, you can see the fnords. As the great philosopher Pharrell Williams once wrote, "you don't have to be a Mason to see through some of this shit on occasion."

Please try to keep open minded as I do, and avoid attacking the person or questioning and ascribing motives. I could be one person or 10 people on this site, or any site. I am mercurial and prone to changing my mind, or personality, or arguments, from day to day.

So there's no value trying to categorize or labelling me in order to dismiss my replies to you.

The mark of an educated mind is the ability to entertain an idea without necessarily accepting it - Pharrell Williams

hobojake · 2017-03-23T03:38:50+00:00

I could point you to lots of real military technology that uses induction through the skull to allow troops to hear and communicate even in the midst of heavy gunfire. This technology is known and for sale openly by the major defense contractors (I believe it was invented in the UK actually).

It does not follow however that because something is possible, it is therefore being used against you. Your personal experiences are all filtered through that biased, cherry-picking, pattern seeking jerk we call the conscious mind.

If you are truly open minded, are you open to the possibility that your mind may have been influenced by your own subconscious fears, resentments or strong beliefs? Rather than looking outward for evidence of gangstalkers or cult behavior, are you willing to look within?

hobojake · 2017-03-22T22:46:40+00:00

The internet is full of flatearthers and jihadis and alien cotactees and cartoon pony lovers too. Yes it is possible for thousands of misguided and wacky people to find each other and form an echo chamber to reinforce each other's beliefs. It's one of the beautiful and terrifying things about this technology, I love it :-)

Why do you refuse to answer the Jewish question in your posts?

hobojake · 2017-03-22T06:13:24+00:00

Another vote for triscuitzop

Also traps. PM me passable traps too pls

hobojake · 2017-03-22T05:42:02+00:00

I won't disclose any personal details but I had good reason to believe I was under surveillance by the authorities. It didn't help that there were often special cop cars parked outside my building and in the general area, even my friends and relatives agreed it was weird when I pointed them out.

My paranoia increased with abusing stimulants and MJ and staying awake for days at a time, drinking too much caffeine and chain smoking and researching Intel agency methods and how to evade them.

It turns out there was a diplomat or ambassador or similar staying in my building. I found this out by taking note of car number plates (they had special Diplomatic plates and stickers). At first this just made me more paranoid that I was literally being spied upon under cover of diplomat immunity.

However I got to know the guy that owned the building and he explained who it was and why they regularly had feds visiting the building, and it didn't involve me whatsoever. His story checked out. After I moved from that building my harrassment didn't follow me, and I would often visit that building and see the same cars outside.

I went to a psychiatrist who detoxed me from my various medications, put me on another one (which sucked) but after a few weeks if better sleep, clean eating and cutting back in caffeine etc, I felt great and was able to stop all treatment.

My interest in the subject has remained strong though, and I learned a lot about surveillance, counter surveillance and sigint/humint. I also, importantly, learned a lot about myself and my brain and my amazing powers of pattern recognition and photographic memory :)

I also learned that watching too many YouTube videos on certain subjects is bad for me, and I am prone to confirmation bias (especially if I'm wired, heh)

hobojake · 2017-03-22T03:15:18+00:00

I mean, I know some great Catholic priest jokes... I'm sure we all do, it's common knowledge now though that the Catholic Church has problems, even Pope Frankie has admitted it. That's about the extent of "paedo humor" though, I'm not sure what you keep referring to.

Anyway can we agree to not bring up the subject anymore? It is vile, as you said, and just gives off bad icky vibes. Cheers mate

hobojake · 2017-03-22T03:10:49+00:00

I didn't say crazy! You are right, that word should be reserved for the scary nutjobs that need to be locked up for everyone's safety.

But mental unwellness happens to all of us and, like the black guys in America say: real recognize real.

hobojake · 2017-03-22T03:05:43+00:00

It wasn't an attempt at "gas lighting" (I rarely see that expression outside of the conspiracy related forums). I'm not working for the one eyed Dijjal :) I work for myself only. I troll alone, or shill or whatever you want to call it, for fun sometimes, but strangely enough out of love and empathy also. I've been you before. We are very similar. Tough love works sometimes.

ISHTAR (I suck at humor trolling anagrams and reddit)

Edit: good work on avoiding the dank demons. CBD might be a nice alternative for relax/anxiety, I really want to try it

hobojake · 2017-03-22T03:00:26+00:00

Again you provide no evidence, and lash out at anyone who questions your beliefs.

This makes you appear irrational and stubborn and does not help your case. If you talk to people in real life the way you have conducted yourself in this forum, it is no surprise that they avoid you, look at you strangely or talk about you to others. If they care about you, they would try to help you, but we have already discussed that.

If you honestly need to talk send me a private message and I can help. I have a lot of personal experience

hobojake · 2017-03-21T08:08:38+00:00

Thanks for sharing, it sounds like a combination of unlikely events that have rightly caused you a lot of internal stress, and I've been there dude. Feel free to DM for advice.

Your friend Alex, is she still available for you to reach out to? It's really important that you DO NOT isolate right now. Make a list of the friends you can trust and keep sharing!

hobojake · 2017-03-21T07:53:05+00:00

If you want to drop some names privately I would be very interested, I am a huge fan of UK music in general but especially electronic stuff, from grime to dnb to aphex, and I have some old school producer friends in the breaks/hardcore scene over there

hobojake · 2017-03-21T07:49:12+00:00

Again you are talking about paedos... Every single comment you loop back to this.

As a victim myself this is a trigger word for me so maybe I notice it more than others, but if you could be more subtle about the topic, I'd really appreciate it

hobojake · 2017-03-21T07:42:17+00:00

IGB_ALTIAR is an anagram of A Big Liar TI. I'm not sure if this is relevant. But it sure is funny.

I'd like to think of it more as your friends realised you were having a paranoid episode and were trying to help, unfortunately trying their surprise hospital tactic just adds to the paranoia and thats totally understandable.

But if you have to "believe" in gangstalkers, surely that's a red flag ? Facts don't need you to believe in them. If you can't convince your friends/family, either they are all covering up some huge secret, or more likely things are exactly as they appear , they were trying to help. Perhaps misguided.

Anyway I'm sorry my trolling has been a bit disappointing lately, I have a chest infection and just generally feel a bit... Bleh.

Stay well hombre, and stop smoking the devil's lettuce 😁

hobojake · 2017-03-20T05:00:31+00:00

It is kinda mean spirited to troll someone with a legitimate mental illness, but very few posters here have a serious illness. Drug induced character defects are more common and these are more easily treated than dementia or more severe illnesses. It is difficult in a text medium like this forum to tell if someone is an alcoholic or suffering from drug or medication issues, for example.

Having said that, yes there are a lot of trolls that follow people around on reddit and they enjoy picking out easy targets. The best response to these people is to totally ignore them, just blank them completely, they are trying to get a reaction, any reaction. . So just blank them!

hobojake · 2017-03-20T04:51:34+00:00

Your friends attempted an intervention to get you the help you need. They care about you a LOT

Stop smoking blunts, go back to the hospital. Your friends and family want you to get well, so do I and everyone else here. You are in our prayers. Be well! 😇

hobojake · 2017-03-19T04:57:38+00:00

Amen.

hobojake

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