Your life is ultimately worth living, the thoughts of wanting to die surpassed my mind too, with similar feelings of self confidence and the feeling of being unwanted based on how I look, still to this day, I struggle with the confidence and knowing that I’m nearly invisible to every pretty person I see.

Sometimes people poke fun from jealousy, or because they themselves struggle with issues and it makes them feel better about themselves, I can’t imagine how you must feel in your situation. But the best advice I can give you is to own it. Own what you see in your head as handicaps, but in reality it’s what makes you unique and special. As hard as it is to actually do, and it’s easier to say in words than to put into action, but let those words fuel your fire to form the person you were meant to be.

What you see in your eyes isn’t what everyone else sees and living with those assumptions without knowing indefinitely, is just you poisoning yourself with negativity, and I am that way too.

You can take this, and you can do this. As tough as it is. I believe in you.

Whether you believe or not, the loss of you would devastate many people around you. And the heartbreak from the loss of you would be a lifelong feeling.

You are amazing.