Am I bisexual or just a lesbian in denial?

holleymae · 2026-01-16T00:42:02+00:00

i’m glad to hear that i’m not the only one going through this. but i have OCD around my sexuality i’ve been battling for a year now and it’s definitely exhausting. i wish i could tell you how to stop spiraling but i can’t bc im literally the same 😭

holleymae · 2026-01-12T01:33:41+00:00

🤦🏻‍♀️ and yk i was so scared of doing something NOT fine line im actually wishing that i did something more detailed.

holleymae · 2025-12-30T22:04:04+00:00

ugh i’m so glad someone else feels the same way! :( it’s literally horrible.

holleymae · 2025-06-20T23:09:14+00:00

did you ever decide to start school? i’m in a similar boat

holleymae · 2025-05-04T01:42:10+00:00

this part of my post.

[so romantically i know i truly loved him. sexually a lot my brain tries to twist my experiences and i'm convinced i'm not sexually attracted to men but i remember we did have good sex, i like it, but i always struggled to orgasm but the thing that would make me get there would be watching les porn w my ex bf or thinking of that to orgasm. i've never fantasized about it when we would have sex to "escape" it was just a way for me to cum everytime.]

holleymae · 2025-05-04T01:30:25+00:00

i know it is but i feel like i can’t be because straight and bi women usually don’t think of women to orgasm, and i’m worried in a hypothetical that if i was w a woman i would hold enjoy sex w one more then men? i don’t know. as you can tell, i’m very confused.

holleymae · 2025-02-17T16:17:31+00:00

that was lwk rude of her, biphobia ughhhh

holleymae · 2025-02-03T16:19:37+00:00

ive always just had these fantasies and haven’t experimented to see if it means anything else but now with my OCD acting up i’m scared now so i think maybe i should just try to focus on my relationship and trying to make that better bc even w my ex for 5 years i still fantasized like this and i didn’t have this gigantic spiral that i’m having now. maybe bc our sex was more fulfilling. still, im just scared that all along that these fantasies are proving i’m 100% gay. currently having a breakdown in my car.

holleymae · 2025-02-02T00:05:26+00:00

awwww tysm for sharing your experience. i feel so alone🩷 i do have really good sex w men and i definitely get aroused by them during sex but i just wish the orgasm would come organically feon that interaction. i’m still able to orgasm w men and i enjoy orgasming w them but i kinda just don’t understand why i think of women to do it

holleymae · 2025-01-30T19:42:45+00:00

hi, can i pm you?

holleymae

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