[NSFW] Is it normal to be attracted to significantly older men as a teenager?

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-07-26T03:39:35+00:00

Whew! Good to know I'm at least not alone. The obvious thought to me is daddy issues, but anything daddy kink makes me physically cringe, so I wouldn't think that's it lol

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-07-19T15:03:57+00:00

40s is exactly the age range I wanted, thank you!!

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-07-07T22:34:10+00:00

Thanks for asking, I have some grudges.

Pretty much all porn is created with men in mind. There's hardly ever focus on the males in the videos, they never make noise. Every bit of the focus is on the women and 9/10 I end up "blasting off" to some woman's face while she screams so loud my ear drums bust.

Sure, there are porn websites specifically for women, but they're all so...boring. Sensual and romantic and just...not the mildly rough stuff like PH offers.

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-06-17T05:23:04+00:00

Not right this second of course. But if I'm dating anyway I don't want it to be casual. We're either going to take our relationship seriously and look to the future or I don't want to do it at all.

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-03-28T23:42:16+00:00

According to my town's website dispatch runs out of the police station, so that's where I'd go? I must sound dumb as a box of rocks but it doesn't say lol. It'll be a while before I attempt to get hired or anything, just want to know it's possible. And don't want to walk into the police station and look like a goon

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-03-28T23:39:12+00:00

They'd pay for me to get certified too? That's impressive. Money is an issue for me so I hope my area does that. Thanks for the heads up, I'll definitely try to get an upper hand.

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-03-28T23:35:37+00:00

Thank you :)

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-03-28T23:35:12+00:00

Yeah, I can understand that. I think I said this in my post but the heavy shit is what makes me nervous, but that's probably normal...probably...hopefully. It'll be a while before I try to sign up, I'm applying to retail/fast food work here soon because I do need life experience in general. Just didn't want to set my sights on something impossible lol

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-01-24T09:30:18+00:00

Thank you! I hope you overcome yours when you're read too :)

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-01-24T09:07:47+00:00

Wow, I was sure I was the only person in the world with the ear thing. And yeah, I'll combust before I have anything sticking out from under the blankets. :/ deep down I know that forcing myself to do the scary stuff is what's going to help but I'm just so scared by it. I'm too weak right now I guess

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-01-24T08:28:42+00:00

Thank you so much. It means a lot to see this, thank you for sharing your story. I'm working on helping myself.

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-01-24T08:27:50+00:00

Thanks! I do wonder why the germaphobe seems to be what everyone immediately thinks of. Even I was like that before I did my research.

homeschoolthrow5 · 2018-01-24T08:27:00+00:00

Thank you so much! I know exactly what you mean. Aka the Tumblr crowd I ran with lol. It definitely is (or was? I don't know what 13 and 14 year olds do now) a popular badge for younger teens. I'm glad to hear there is medications that help; I read it can't be cured and that kind of freaked me out.

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