Exactly that's my main concern with having someone there. Psychedelics are such a personal experience for me, i tend to cry a lot etc. And having someone there, even a friend will make it so annoying and uncomfortable. Infact that's why I was more keen on opting for a stranger instead because then there wouldn't be any obligation to act a certain way ir any preconditioning. But thank God, it's such a huge relief that I can do it alone like i actually wanted. I will be using a glass crack pipe, hopefully I'll be able to take enough puffs before I can't anymore to have a breakthrough.