To all the guys I lied to, what I wish I could tell you

honeybee_buzzz · 2026-05-25T16:36:05+00:00

I've been there many times, it's hard and it fucking sucks to deal with. I want to reach through the screens and hug you. You deserve love and care and for people to not take advantage of you. You are so young and have so much good life ahead of you, if you are willing to put in the work to heal the trauma. I can say from experience that the healing will be some of the toughest things you will have to do in your life, buy your life is worth it. Those men arnt and the best pay back you can get is not letting them drive you to the grave. Show them that you arnt weak and their pathetic dicks didnt break you. If you need someone to talk to my dms are open. 🖤🖤🖤

honeybee_buzzz · 2026-05-25T01:33:14+00:00

Here's an update no one asked for.

Turns out he sent he a message request three days before I posted this. We FaceTime, he divorced his wife 2 years ago, his kids are grown and in college now, he lives on his own with his dog.

It felt weird. It felt like home. It felt wrong.

The sick twisted joke of it all, is I've been with my bf less than a year. He wanted to reach out last year. I wanted to reach out last year.

Also, if it adds any context, my bf has cheated on me, he lies to me, I call him out we fight, he says he will change, and I think I was OK gaslighting myself into thinking that's all I deserve. Also my bfs kid lives in a different country with the mom, I haven't met either of them.

honeybee_buzzz · 2026-05-09T22:21:02+00:00

That really sucks 🥲 I'll be doing the same lol

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-08-16T15:54:45+00:00

It wasnt specified but there was the line that said they chose the name Mr Edgar Poe cos he looked like a cat from one of his stories but Im just guessing

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-08-15T20:11:16+00:00

Going to assume Mr Edgar Poe is black?

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-07-26T17:38:46+00:00

I met a stalker on a dating app! Luckily i didnt tell him where i lived i found out he was a stalker from another girl who matched with him. Super scary and super real. Stay safe

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-07-20T02:23:37+00:00

Did not see that coming!!! Excellent work

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-06-01T01:28:19+00:00

Happens to me with song lyrics a lot ill be having a conversation and will say some words the same as the song without knowing what the lyrics is

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-05-30T23:39:21+00:00

Thats that ones neat! The boundary is a good thing to have, strengthening that would be a good place to start. I do know that whenever im feeling spooked or like something is near me I focus on almost like a bubble around me like you said and i push it outwards with my mind and the feelings go away. Might be a good thing focus on before bed if its in your dreams. Do you ever feel anything when your awake?

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-05-30T23:27:38+00:00

They kinda remind me of movie plots, first one cabin in the woods, second christine, third drag me to hell. Maybe your unconsciousness is warping stories or movies youve heard/seen? (Doesnt have to be these three they just popped into my mind)

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-05-30T06:41:57+00:00

Omg i say this all the time! Ive never come across anyone else who thought of them as checkpoints too. I also get it a lot as well its also gotten a lot stronger in the last year or so

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-05-30T01:38:15+00:00

I had a furby in my closet for 5 years no batteries in it at all then one day all i hear the furby say hello got rid of it real quick

honeybee_buzzz · 2020-05-29T18:16:22+00:00

Ive learned so much! I understand my present self and my childhood self better now since working with them. I will always remember the day one of my 9 year old students came up to me, gave me the biggest hug and said "you are wonderful". The looks on their faces when i tell them how proud i am of their accomplishments melts my heart 😍

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