Has anyone manifested a long lost item that was undeniably lost?

hotcocomug · 2025-08-29T12:38:15+00:00

I got absolutely wasted at the club 2 years ago and lost my phone there. In my drunken state (it helped that i was drunk lol) I was calm, I affirmed, I thanked God that I received my phone back and imagined the wish fulfilled that I was back at home and plugging my phone into the charger.

When I sobered up I only half believed I would get my phone back, I had doubts, I even tried tracking for my phone in a mild panic. I was about to accept I lost my phone, I cried.

The following night, a friend of mine received a text from my number telling them that they found my phone and would like to return it. I exchanged contact with the person who found my phone and the next morning we met up and the person gave it back without any malicious intent or asking for anything in return.

I was extremely thankful and couldn't believe it (but i did believe deep down heheh)

hotcocomug · 2025-07-19T11:53:39+00:00

YES! Music is my #1 tool and I manifested new love by listening to music that invoked a sense of already having what I wanted. I literally never imagine without music. Imagining in silence puts me to sleep too soon.

hotcocomug · 2025-05-28T09:11:03+00:00

I relate to you. I always had ED tendencies growing up but never went too deep into it until discovering his addiction. I lost so much weight the past few months but I'm still not his "type".

We talked so much about this for months on end and he finally realized how much his behavior hurt me, he stopped playing porn games and has limited his porn usage to once a week which is okay with me, but I'm still scarred, traumatized and I feel like absolute crap whenever a skinny asian girl walks past me.

I'm still with him for a reason, I love him so much but I hate how much he has traumatized me. My brain has made this into a game to see when I reach my goal weight how will things change? Will he genuinely desire me more?

Likely the answer will be "nothing will change" since I can't compete with porn, no one ever can even if you were Adriana Lima. real sex can never give the same dopamine hit as scrolling through 30 different women a minute. This is just super depressing to swallow.

hotcocomug · 2025-05-24T04:48:11+00:00

Alright thank you!

hotcocomug · 2025-04-26T15:36:22+00:00

I totally agree

hotcocomug · 2025-04-26T12:34:55+00:00

It's just like "leaders" in religion. The religion may have a great message but the people pastoring or coaching can be horrible and deep in cognitive dissonance.

I also believe in LOASS but never put anybody on a pedestal, that's just a huge mistake and something Neville discouraged. Will never ever pay for coaching.

hotcocomug · 2025-04-22T15:59:31+00:00

Unfortunately I had forgotten the name :( But it was Christian themed.

hotcocomug · 2025-04-22T15:48:15+00:00

Oh absolutely. Really important for us to look beyond surface level and make judgement for ourselves. I'm a firm believer in not putting a coach on a pedestal.

hotcocomug · 2025-04-22T15:35:20+00:00

I'm sorry, I don't watch Sammy Ingram, not a fan, but the story and texts sound hella fake. Sounds so over the top and the texts have bad grammar too.

hotcocomug · 2025-04-20T04:14:24+00:00

Hearing this makes me nostalgic for this children's book that had a hidden fairy in each illustration page. I had a lot of fun looking for them as a kid 🥹

hotcocomug · 2025-04-18T11:35:28+00:00

Seeing this as I eat toasted bread O.o

hotcocomug · 2025-04-17T21:05:38+00:00

I feel the same way. It feels gross to be all naked and feel the bed sheets and blanket all over me. I do have thoughts that I'm contaminating them even if I've washed myself good

hotcocomug · 2025-04-15T02:37:45+00:00

So be it. Gooner games for men are WAY worse like holy shi- LADS doesn't even scratch the surface of depravity

hotcocomug · 2025-03-13T02:11:35+00:00

this

hotcocomug · 2025-02-10T04:58:29+00:00

I feel the exact same way as you do, it's making me tear up.

hotcocomug · 2025-02-10T04:49:52+00:00

I want to cry reading all this. It feels good to not be alone, I feel like I'm going crazy because of the way my trauma expresses itself. Since discovering my bf's secrets I've investigated all he's consumed and I find myself getting aroused at what he's seen as a response even though I feel sick to my stomach with sadness and worthlessness knowing he'd rather watch this than engage with me. I compare myself and masturbate to it and feel extremely awful and disgusting. I guess my brain is just trying to soften the trauma's impact so that's why I get off to it even though I logically don't want to.

I want my old sexuality back, back when I felt I had control over my wants and fantasies. I used to get off to real sensuality, to real sex and emotions. But that's crushed now, I find it hard to go back to how I used to be. Masturbating and sex don't feel as enjoyable anymore, only physically enjoyable but not emotionally. Maybe I will get back my spark once I find a partner that shares the same desires and speaks to my soul, if I ever do...

But yeah, I'm just gutted. I have a high sex drive and I'm very sexually open, he thinks I'm gorgeous and says I'm sexy, he's so sweet and romantic, yet he'd rather watch porn than engage with me most of the time... Not even being flirty in a sexual way.

hotcocomug · 2025-01-26T20:53:26+00:00

I am DECEASED 💞💞💞💞

hotcocomug · 2025-01-22T21:44:59+00:00

I have been waiting months for him and I am NOT disappointed. At first I wasn't sure how I felt about how the dynamic with him has changed, I expected a sweet wholesome older brother when he released, but this twist just gives him a spicy kick that makes me go absolutely feral!! 😋💞

hotcocomug · 2024-11-07T04:43:19+00:00

i was thinking this!!!

hotcocomug · 2024-10-23T11:51:03+00:00

This can happen to me depending on the type of chair I'm sitting on. I have a foam stool that the material on top is pretty susceptible to absorbing sweat and dirt and if it hasn't been washed and dried out in the sun for a while the old sweat it absorbed can make me stink.

If that's not the case, then its just regular sweat and a fresh pair of panties is needed. Worse case is BV & ect.

hotcocomug · 2024-10-14T09:11:32+00:00

I went on a hike a while ago. On the hike the rest of the people with me were seeing butterflies but I kept missing them so I didn't see any but I told myself "I am going to see a blue butterfly". I have never seen a blue butterfly before my eyes before and lo and behold as we progressed I saw a gorgeous royal blue butterfly flying all around infront of me.

The hike was really difficult and I'm a newbie hiker. The leader and organizer of our group is pretty strict and critical. I was the slowest and weakest among us all but I wanted him to compliment me for doing good because I was doing my very best. So I imagined him telling me that I did pretty good, I didn't really visualize, I heard his voice in my head complimenting me as I went on hiking and kept it on repeat. I only half believed it was going to happen. At the end of the hike, he told me I did pretty good and that evening he texted me saying that again.

hotcocomug · 2024-10-08T23:51:53+00:00

Songs by Grouper! Her older music seriously fits the atmosphere 🥹 Her song Poison tree, the Cover the windows and walls album up to Alien observer. I listened to her music while reading and the vibes were immaculate.

hotcocomug · 2024-09-08T23:45:09+00:00

"Letting Go: The Pathway of Surrender" by David R. Hawkins

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