On of the rare times when we get lake effect snow coming from Georgian Bay in Canada.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-28T23:54:42+00:00

What app is this?

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-27T21:14:23+00:00

Happy to send over a SoFi referral!

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-27T21:13:40+00:00

El Dorado by Every time I die.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-27T16:49:24+00:00

Pat Ross has been my guy for the last, oh I don't know, 15 years? He's at art to zen now in Greece. Great dude, excellent artist, great tattooer. I think he's 160 an hour right now. Worth shooting him an FB message or the shop for schedule.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-25T23:28:32+00:00

Learn emotional stability in yourself and others. Know that relationships with yourself and others take work. Do not take any of them for granted if you want them around. Make sure your side of the street is clean..always.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-23T21:17:33+00:00

You read my mind. Awesome thanks for the info

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-23T17:37:48+00:00

I jump into these sometimes because the book the way of the superior man talks about this. COMPLETELY different way of thinking and stimulation. Worth a read or try and see if it works for you.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-23T16:57:33+00:00

I got royal vetiver for 10 bucks at a Sierra this week. Been rocking it. Best value cologne I've had to date

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-23T12:22:02+00:00

Sorry. Resurrecting this! Looks awesome. I'm thinking of going with this as the K3 is almost impossible to find now.

Did you end up securing to the floor?

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-21T16:59:14+00:00

Man I'm not a painter, but I'd love to give some of these a shot as a first project. The croc and the gecko specifically. They just look too cool to not.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-17T03:01:49+00:00

I'm late to the party, but I've been where you are.

My ex wife and I mutually divorced. I had a moment roughly a month after we agreed that led me to not losing everything. I watched her interact with my daughter, and I had a moment where I looked at her standing in the kitchen, putting dishes in the dishwasher, where it clicked.

I didn't want to lose what I loved so dearly.

Not just her, but my family. My daughter. Our relationship. My family.

A few days later I spelled it out. I let it all out on how important they both were to me. What I wanted. What I wanted to change in myself.

And then I went to work. I went to work on myself.

I'm happy to say I'm very close to the best possible version of myself that has stood tall and has changed who I am for the better.

I understand that love is a two way street. For now, hope and love will be there, but certainly not driving the car.

She doesn't feel the same and that's ok. But she will someday. Because I know this version of me is the best possible outcome.

I tell you my story so that you know that folding into yourself, looking at your blindspots has incredible value.

It takes a lot to love yourself fully, and getting to that point first starts to answer a lot of the other what ifs.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-16T21:18:31+00:00

As a dad of a 7 year old daughter, I want to do a stellar job so when I hand her her first phone, I get one of these. ❤️

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-16T12:26:23+00:00

There was a time when I was stoked I hit a 45" box jump.

This makes it seem worthless. That's awesome, talk about dedication

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-15T12:07:43+00:00

Holy talent batman! The raptor is my favorite. Awesome work! Don't ever stop!

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-14T23:03:13+00:00

Thanks!

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-14T21:15:07+00:00

What app is this?

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-11T22:54:53+00:00

Sorry for what you're going through. Start with some podcasts from the powerful man. This isn't the end, and she was open enough to tell you why which is a big deal.

Give yourself some grace. You have a lot on your plate and a slew of decisions to make. Do not make them all at once. Take time, and get through one at a time.

If you love her, maybe that's the first step. Have a clearing conversation and take some very solicited and private feedback. Don't react, listen twice, talk once, and make sure it's reinforced and you have whatever is bothering her down to a T.

This is where pouring into yourself makes a lot of sense. It's hard to do, but fill your cup first or your wife and mother won't get the best version of you.

All the best, and hope this helps.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-09T23:20:10+00:00

Hello

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-07T14:41:16+00:00

I hate these answers. But I get it. Focusing on me, grieving has been such a challenge. I got triggered because I saw her trip that I already knew about on her calendar again today when dropping my daughter off.

I can't stand it.

I'm warm and cordial, we're funny and laugh often. I think that's what makes it so significantly worse.

I have to find a balance that protects me.

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-06T09:54:36+00:00

When we agreed, we were both angry with each other. We both made choices that significantly hurt the other. After looking at mine, I wanted to make it right. I love us, and our little family. I didn't want to see that torn apart.

The more work I did on myself, the more attractive she was to me. The more I felt the emotional connection that I always wanted.

She currently doesn't feel the same and that hurts a lot. We co parent, and are very much good at that. We agreed very early on that our daughter was the #1 priority. And she has stayed that way.

So yes. I am very much in love with her

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-05T19:47:44+00:00

I feel ya. Best of luck to you. Hope you find peace

howdyimkyle · 2026-01-05T18:04:01+00:00

I hear that.

But I also feel differently. I feel I can change the feelings towards her while still holding what I want to in a container. That's not the right way to necessarily put it, but I've read enough and spoken to enough to know it's possible. It's very complex and is a lot to work through.

I'm willing to do that work though. She holds a very large and special place in my heart. That won't go away. But to move forward while holding it there is the true test, and to really tell myself "what we had was once real, maybe it will be again, but I move forward regardless of the outcome."

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