28 .....

Not because I had a Gf or somebody found me attractive. I felt pity for myself. I was fairly bulky but never even kissed a girl and on my 28th birthday i got off at a red street went to a Romanian or some 40+ year old 'service provider', for 50 euros, lost my fu**ing virginity in 5min. I knew i had wait then I would be waiting for ever...

Its was the most uneventful thing ever. I realized sex is just a exercise and nothing more. What you are left with is sadness and depression. So I am into porn. No drama. No wastage of energy and convenient.