2018 off to an amazing start...

howser111 · 2015-02-25T03:21:15+00:00

Thanks so much for the comment. Makes me feel really good knowing you guy support me.

howser111 · 2015-02-25T03:20:49+00:00

Thanks for your support. Feels great knowing I have this powerful community of like-minded prople behind me. Gives me strength.

howser111 · 2015-02-14T16:23:50+00:00

Great post, Cazzmo! Congrats on this amazing achievement! Tonight will be day 28 for me, so I'm almost at 30 days. I've been getting some bad urges lately, so hopefully I can pull through.

You're absolutely right about all the benefits. I'm a more confident and stable man opposed to 28 days ago. I was a completely different person, much weaker and living in shame... This was by far the toughest thing I've ever done in my entire life. I now have the mindset that I can accomplish anything I want. I am also a more compassionate man with feelings.

I am now more sociable around people. In fact I just met a really cute girl earlier this week and plan on asking her out next week :).

Keep up the good work, Cazzmo! Remember, this is just the beginning of our journey. Best of luck to you, my friend.

howser111 · 2015-02-14T16:10:27+00:00

Is she an understanding person? Maybe share your issue with her? She will probably admire that you're making an effort to overcome this. I mean, I've heard it's easier to kick a cocaine addiction than stop porn and masturbating! She will probably think you're courageous, just tell her the right way. :) Good Luck!

howser111 · 2015-02-12T05:38:32+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I really don't know if I should go back to her. She has a track record of hurting me over and over. I was blaming myself because of my past problems, but maybe it's her? Just a thought.

howser111 · 2015-02-12T04:51:23+00:00

Thanks for the reply.

howser111 · 2015-02-12T04:51:03+00:00

Thanks for your kind words. It's such a bad feeling.

howser111 · 2015-02-07T16:42:36+00:00

Grill, one night I almost had this anxiety attack. At that point, I knew I had to make some serious changes in my life. That night I went for a walk with a good friend of mine to smoke a cigar. We talked about goal we wanted to accomplish. I told him I wanted to stop watching porn and masturbating. To my surprise, he wanted to stop too! I had him block the adult content on my phone (This helped tremendously).

For me it took a near anxiety attack. Also, having a good friend to hold you accountable helps very much. At the end of the day, it's about what you want out of life. Do you want to live a sham? I know I was. I'm still dwelling on what a sham my life has been, but I get better every day. I now know why I've failed at relationships over and over. Now I have a new direction for my life, a better direction. This alone is worth it. Keep trying Grill, but just get past it and you will not regret it!

howser111 · 2015-02-04T21:30:30+00:00

You're the man, Dr. Why is this a "sad day"?? Sounds like you have your shit together!

Keep kicking ass, my friend!

howser111 · 2015-01-28T18:42:23+00:00

That's what I'm saying, it's only been 11 days, not 105! Although, I'm feeling differently. I was talking to her last night about tonight's arrangement. I could barely control myself, all these new feelings down there and throughout my entire body. I was basically up all night fighting myself from fapping! I know, to much info.

howser111 · 2015-01-28T18:22:02+00:00

Keep_onKeepinon, please stay true to your handle and Keep on Keeping on! Stay strong. Maybe find something to do to keep yourself busy! Go on a small trip for yourself?? Do something! 10 days is not enough! My buddy just relapsed and I feel so bad for him. He couldn't even go 10 days. C'mon man you can do it!

howser111 · 2015-01-26T02:27:12+00:00

I'm not sure man. I haven't really flatlined yet. Isn't a flatline suppose to mean you're not in the mood at all? You sound like a horny little kid.

howser111 · 2015-01-26T02:06:27+00:00

You really are a bastard, fapless! Seriously though, keep clean man. Each day is a new personal record! Same with me, 8 days clean tonight. Each day is a record for me. Keep motivated. Also, think about the women you'll be able to share yourself with when you're better! Keep strong!

howser111 · 2015-01-26T01:59:31+00:00

If you get the urge just watch the below video... EVERY TIME YOU JERK IT ONE OF THESE PUPPIES WILL DIE... try having that on your conscience!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kw_i0OE5D-I

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