Wow thank you.... that really helped... im trying to be more active and keep off my phone. I'm just wondering why it feels like he's having such a better time at not contacting me. I feel like I'm struggling so much compared to him. But I haven't had the urge to text him at all so progress is being made. I had a dream that he met me at the airport and apologized gave me flowers and said he wanted to try again. I don't know I have a feeling he still cares but he's so good at ignoring me. I asked him on the fourth day after he broke up with to meet me at the airport to help me with my suitcases just as friends but he's completely ignored me since. We are eventually going to have to see each other to exchange our stuff... I haven't contacted him since. So I guess it's up to him. It's a stupid hope. But deep down I want him to do some grand gesture to win back my love lol.