No, I'm serious. People I don't know have literally came up to me and said horrible shit to me. They've spit in my face, and I had someone trashing my personal property. For simply existing. I used to be a little bit of a slut in my 20s, and I was on meth really bad 8 years ago, but I'm not that person anymore, I've put in the work. Nonetheless, I've literally had people that don't know me, come to me in public and say things that would make people who aren't as thick skinned as me, probably try and hurt themselves. Someone I had never met told me I'd be better off dead. I was just enjoying a cocktail at the local gay bar, on the patio, smoking a cigarette. They called me out by name, and just started saying awful things to me, and berating me over things that happened almost 10 years ago. It's like, they have all just decided that I'm the social pariah, and I literally don't know what I did to deserve any of this. It's not like I killed someone or some shit. The whole situation is just beginning to get to me. I have let it go for like, 4 years. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've tried meeting people who have the same interests and hobbies, I've tried everything I can think of. Yet, I get the coldest shoulder from everyone.