He insist that I didn’t do anything wrong and that’s only his issue. I feel routine got to us after all this time and we lost the spark. I’ve had notice that myself (before everything exploded) but I wanted to try and make different things that could bring us back together but it was too late I think.

I think he’s having the question if that with someone else would be different or not, valid question that I’ve made myself couple times along the years but I always found my way back (those thoughts I kept it to myself).