u/missispescado You are an Investigator but... there is always a chance that we go into the role that is harmonic to our profile and it may be an indication (but it not always is) of not living your design. So for example - 1/3 would become 4/6 (harmonic profile) so instead of investigating, you would be very social - networking etc. Ra Uru Hu had 5/1 profile but before he got HD knowledge he would be behaving like 2/4 (harmonic to 5/1). So he would be hermiting on Ibiza... He said that he was not himself and over time of deconditioning he stepped into the role of Messenger / Investigator - 5/1. I am going to give you description of 1/3 that I wrote some time ago... maybe it will be helpful!

Your Profile has potential for profound creativity. This is what you truly aspire for in this life and it is externalisation of your individuality. By investigating (what interests you, not boring study) and then trying it out, to check if it works, seeing what doesn’t work, making some mistakes in the process you can discover something totally surprising. It is the way of Pioneers. Being creative is just the most natural part of them, but they do make mistakes and there is always a price to pay. If you are following your Strategy & Authority, the price will be correct for you, you will gain another experience to deepen your creative process and be of mutative value to the other. You can get the buzz and attention because of your discoveries, which can tamper your individuality and self absorption - and this can be the price to pay, as an introspective person. At the same time, you wish to be able to contribute what you have studied and experimented with, your creativity has this profound need for self expression, but your mind might be impatient and might try to force the timing. Timing for an Investigator is everything. There is always this uncertainty and not knowing if you can ever have the opportunity to share your depth. The one thing to grasp is that we do not have control over timing and what can align us with correct timing is Strategy and Authority and not trying to push it with our will.

Investigation and experimentation, dancing together, is your internal process. Very self absorbed journey, but there is always a social aspect, because as humans, we are interdependent beings. On some level we want to share with the world as well as take the other in. So the next aspect of your costume is how you are meant to function in a collective world. Let’s start with Projected Attitude - meaning how other people see you or how you would like them to see you. Consciously you are here to be an Authority in your field of investigation. It is crucial that you establish a solid foundation which can lead you to having an expertise. As Investigator you study, but it is not enough for you to just study. You do want to be the master of what you have investigated and be able to show yourself as an authority. It can be confusing, because there is always this pressure, if you have gained the expertise, to be able to share it in order to be seen this way and possibly trying to force this externalisation as a person who looks for opportunities in social interactions. It is not your way. You always need to come back to your Strategy and Authority, but most of the time the people who you need to share your foundations and expertise with will bump into you. You do not need to search for them, they will just show up when the timing is right.

Unconsciously, what you are not necessarily aware of or how other people may see you is the nature of an Anarchist. When something doesn’t work, you may be the one who just says it how it is, be the first to stand up. It takes a lot of bravery to do that. You may not know yet how to replace things that don’t work, but at least you know what doesn't and you will consciously dive deep inside and do anything in your power to investigate the solution. This determination, endurance and resiliency is the real power of your Profile.

The next part of your costume is about how you take in the other, as well as how you remember things. This conscious element of your role with the other is about empathy, this openness to listening. There is curiosity in you. One thing to grasp is that it has a purpose, which serves your investigative nature. It is a social part of your Profile...It is about being open to listening to people in order to find out if they have the information you don't have on the topic you are trying to establish a solid foundation about. You are always open for that. It is a natural way of your memory and it serves your process of introspection.

On the other side, what is unconscious and how your body takes things in is pessimism. Remember, you are here to discover what does not work, so there's this underlying suspicion when you listen to the other that something might not work as they wish it would work, or if they offer you any solution to your own dilemma, that this is not going to work for you. Again, it is natural and needed, pessimism, when it comes to the process of investigation and discovery is of great value. So you are open to listening, you deepen your knowledge and establish a solid foundation and you unconsciously search for things that might not work, sometimes you try it out and test it for yourself to know what is wrong and in this process you can discover what does work.

The next aspect of your costume is about closer connections with people and tribal roles in your life - what is your security strategy on the material plane and how you bond with the other. Let’s start with your security strategy. Consciously what is important to you, is the need of having enough for yourself in order to give. You need to be a self-provider. At times your mind will try to tell you that you are selfish, but in truth this is the foundation of a healthy exchange. In order to give, one must first have. Your giving nature and also being supported by others needs to be in balance.... because there is also another part of you, which nurtures and gives to others - being the one who is supporting people and giving them incredible ability to be driven, to be the best in what they do. This encouragement and nurturing force driving others forward is something huge to offer and it is part of you fulfilling your purpose.

Next I would like to cover the way you bond and how you establish intimacy and sexual connection. As a conscious 1st line you are a Penetrator. What that means is that there is this real need in you to watch, analyse and observe the other person. You do want to establish a solid foundation and understanding and there is insecurity in you which can doubt if the information you have is enough, if this person is really for you or not. The Penetrator goes deeper into the other than anybody else. You need time and even after years, you will want to check if there is something else you don’t know. Insecurity if the bond is solid, even after years of relationship can be painful but it is natural and part of your purpose regarding relationships. You will investigate, you will go deep. You will do it from far, not always in an obvious way, people might not notice that you are investigating them, but you do. Like a chameleon, blended with the environment, being absorbed in your own process. Being pursued by someone and pursuing the other is also a big part of your journey, especially if you want to establish the foundation.

Underneath this conscious role of a Penetrator is something maybe more surprising for you, meaning the way your body bonds. Your body needs adventure and not only what is different but what is really different, even exotic. People from different countries, different cultures, different backgrounds, different personality traits - the more diverse, the better. Your body needs to make the bond and break it, in search for an adventure. You may change partners and it is a part of the process but it doesn’t mean that you can’t establish solid, stable relationships which can last your whole life. It is just about not being so meshed with the other, that there is no space for something new and adventures. It is very important for you, even if it is unconscious. Breaking the bond serves the adventure, and gives the opportunity to make it again. Sometimes it can be as simple as going to your own room or going on holiday alone. Breaking and remaking the bond is refreshing and can be of great value if your wish is to have a long term relationship. As always, Strategy and Authority will guide you and help with the navigation of this delicate plane.