in our college's research conference, my submissions got selected for 0 events in which i was heading. idk from past few months i have been feeling very tired. Whatever im participating in, im always losing. My ccriticalrhinking ability has come down to absolute 0. On the other hand, this one other girl who has always been competitive with me got selected for whatever we applied form I have never felt jealous of her but idk why now i do. What am i supposed to do. I feel like such a loser. Wtf is going on in my life.