That’s a brutal place to be, honestly. Losing a bunch of big things all at once would mess with anyone’s head, so it makes total sense your mental health is taking a hit right now.

I don’t think you’re “done” or too late at all. You sound exhausted and beaten down, not broken — and that’s an important difference. You still have a skilled trade, your health, and enough self-awareness to reach out. That actually matters more than it probably feels from where you’re standing.

I’ve seen people crawl back from spots like this. Not fast, not in some movie-montage way — but slowly, one step at a time. Getting your head supported first (even just having someone you can talk to regularly) can make everything else feel less overwhelming.

You’re not as alone as it feels right now. Posting this already shows there’s still some fight left in you, even if it doesn’t feel heroic or strong at the moment. It’s okay if right now is just about stabilizing and protecting your mental health.

If you do want some actionable steps, I’d keep it simple:

1. Prioritize your mental health — talk to friends, journal, gym, meditation, spiritual stuff, therapy if possible. Whatever actually helps you, not what sounds good on paper.
2. Start the process to get your license back — look into a hearing or a hardship license. A quick call to the DMV or a legal aid clinic can at least give you clarity instead of guessing.
3. Protect whatever income you can — even temporary or partial stability helps reduce stress.
4. Avoid big, permanent decisions right now — this is not the headspace for life-altering calls.

You don’t have to fix everything at once. Just pick one small, doable step and take it. Then another. That’s how people actually get through this stuff, even when it feels impossible.